if you are new to something and you think you are not getting that start what you expect then always remember "the expert in anything was once a beginner".
Rest , have a nice day ahead.
We are so often hit with negativity—negative news, negative perspectives—from pessimistic people that it might seem next to impossible to continue on with a positive spirit. Instead of getting stuck in the negativity, turn to those habitually optimistic people who have figured out how to see the brighter side of life and remain positive no matter what… so you can learn to do the same.
and start your each day like its your day :)