After I finished my last 9th the obsession was completely lifted. I'm sure you hear it a lot, but the steps really work. Get a capable sponsor and start writing. Sat on my 4th for two years, then did 5-12 in just a few months. Wish I had put pen to paper sooner. Keep trudging!
RE: Alcoholism: 54 Days Sober. The Cravings Are Strong Today.