This whole story of fake it until you make it is false. It works to an extent, but experience is what is real.
My mind is like a tree, branching off in different directions of thought. Most roots never finish their thought process. The end of the root is where the focus is lost. Every time I try to document all paths of thought, like right now, I can never fully explain it. I can never fully communicate. That is why with 7 billion people on earth, with 7 billion trees with billions and billions of thought roots, we will never reach world peace. We will never reach perfection because perfection does not exist.
If you are in a situation where you have someone in your life who has done what you want to do, is famous for what you want to be famous for, someone who you really look up too. Don't talk to them for the sake of talking. Don't ask questions where the answer is on Google. Which brings me another point. Stop asking questions on social media when the answer is on Google with a Youtube link to a lesson on it. You are not hungry for knowledge, you are hungry for attention.
In South Africa, we like to say "Don't be a poes."
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