I've never thought of myself as a religious man, even though I am an ordained minister. But I am currently fighting for sole custody of my son Zane. He is my world and my purpose for being on this planet. I am here to guide him through this life and become the best man he can be. He has already done that for me. Since the day I found out I was going to be a father I was excited. I've always wanted to be a dad.
It's been a rough ride so far and he's only 2 years and 8 months old. He's smart and inquisitive. He loves to learn and play like every kid his age. He brings so much joy to me and others who have met him. He is my guiding light and I will forever be his advocate and protector. Unfortunately the battle is still going on. I don't know what the outcome will be I can only hope that it is what is best for my son. Which I truly believe at my core is being with me.
This has been going on for a few weeks and will continue for at least a few more. I can only hope that the courts do whats right for him. I only want whats best for my son as any father would or should. I know that this isn't the best avenue to vent my feelings and it's not my usual choice. But it's been weighing on me so hard that I had to put it out into the universe. It hurts to see someone you love hurt. It's hurts even more when you have to fight someone you love for someone else that you love more. I felt in the beginning like I was doing something wrong by moving forward with this, but I feel more than ever like it's the right thing to do. For my son's sake and for my own.
I love my son more than anything I will ever know and I would do anything for him. I have taken great strides in ordered to create a future for him and at the same time a future for myself. I will spare you all the details of why and what, only know that I do it for love. The love of my son. I am a dedicated father and will always put him first. My word is my bond and my life is for serving other in the name of that love. I am an artist and a great many others things. But my greatest joy of all is fatherhood. I've never been one for prayer but rather positive thinking. But in this case, I ask any and all of you who can or will to send up as many prayers as you can for my son.
It was hard to write this and it's even harder to push post. But I'm a firm believer in positive affirmation and I know what I'm doing is right. Love is absolute. Love will prevail. Love is the answer. Thank you.