If you quit, don't lie to yourself about WHY you quit,
Dont' lie that it actually wasnt what you wanted,
that there is honor in at least trying.
You quit because it was too HARD,
and you did not have the resiliency, the discipline, or the will.
Admit this to yourself.
"This didnt work with my lifestyle"=You're lazy
"It wasn't the right time right now"=I don't believe i deserve this
"I couldn't make it work"=You lack discipline
"I moved onto other things"=I want to do something easier that requires less of me
The longer you lie to yourself, the more it becomes a habit, and then a value,
and then you are one of those delusional people who believes your excuses and the only thing you excel at is finding new things to fail at