I'd like the say thank you to everyone who has checked up one me, it's been 8 days. I see this as a form of coma, with a body system that looked like it was going to fail me. I've been through hell and I honestly didn't believe I had a chance to come back. Half of my body is in unbearable pain, I constantly peed red blood cells for 3 days. Battled ravaging cell damages on my tongue, mouth and severe blisters in my throat and deep inside my nostrils, can hold my nose, feels like a dragon on fire, still hurt till now which made it hard this breathe. The worst was the GI issues, I was unable to hold down liquid with the constant vomiting and diarrhea. At some point I had no breath. My BP was crashing to 160/95 and my HBPM was over 120. I honestly thought it was the end, my family does have a breaks winner,and I'd hate to leave them that way.
It was the first time I've been this badly ill since I've been on Hive here. I've never seen such a bad scare, neither have I ever been so tired of living.
Anyway, we're all eventually going to leave someday, I don't have the fear of it anymore. I got to know God already, and I try to know him more everyday, until it's my last day. Again, thank you to you all who noticed my absence. I'm still as broken with a lot of visible cell damages on my body, but today I can finally life up my phone to check up all the messages and type on my phone. You all are the MVP, thank you you again. I might still not be here for another few days.