It's been more than a year since I last wrote something here in Steemit. Hell, I haven't even logged in at all. I've recently been looking for an "outlet", something where I can write my experiences care-free, knowing that people won't be able to judge me right away because they don't know me.
Won't judge me? Who am I kidding. People judge each others all the time, especially strangers.
Contradicting, right? That's my nature. I've always been contradicting myself one way or another. Anyhow, I tried writing on paper. Got too tired of it, besides, whenever I tried to write something, it takes a lot of time that my mind starts to forget the point of my writing.
I tried typing on my phone as well, yeah, didn't work. I've made too many damn typos and I just gave up everything.
So now, typing on a computer. Why post it? Why not keep it to myself? Why not save it locally? No particular reason, actually. I just felt like talking to someone if I'm doing it this way.
My life has been pretty boring and lonely as of late, and I can't even manage to talk to a friend. Whenever I try to do so, I just end up being misunderstood. It's sad. Therefore, I needed an outlet like this. I think.