From good - I periodically switch to pacification, when I feel that in general everything is fine. That I can not do what I do not want. That as a whole, I for a long time skillfully disconnected from myself what obligations.
And they are very well trained to avoid.
And therefore, uncertainty and impermanence on the one hand is a big burden, but on the other hand - it's freedom.
On the one hand - it's panic and fear, strong feelings. But on the other hand - it's possible to look for what you like, what causes enthuizm. This is the ability to switch to this search state.
Lack of belonging to any group of people gives loneliness and vulnerability, and on the other hand - lack of grounding makes it possible to explore different layers and spheres of life.
Man (housing) needs food and housing - this can be provided in Kiev at the moment 4500 is a steep survival minimum, and 2000 UAH. - this is a very survival minimum. 1500 UAH. housing and travel. Given that the food to earn in the process of the day)
It turns out that about $ 3 a day provides survival, and then you can explore yourself, the world, your desires and those projects that are interesting. People who are interesting.
while projects are
- product for websites
- Improvisation course
The second point on the idea goes into a possible psychology, and travels through Europe.
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or else go to work
and urgently
receive $ 300-500
plus everyone to do what to do
spend at a minimum
invest in 10 sources
$ 2,000 at 3-10% of the average per month
taking into account losses
$ 60-200
it's closing the lows ...
but two thousand dollars? Whoa whoa...
Welcome to the world of my thoughts and doubts.
Now I talk with a guy about work - from 10 to 6 for 300-350 dollars, which then grows this ZP.
Well, I understand a lot of things.
Let me give you that ...
That's how I immerse myself in this world.
And we must not forget that - now there is one vacancy-project, to which we have gathered.
Plus there is still work when it gets warmer, which causes enthusiasm.
And this is what I wrote above about peace. Yes, it disappears after five minutes of reflection.
On the other hand, I today somehow suddenly felt respect for my own state, because what surprised me was that when there were and are obvious factors in which I put myself and who are clearly festering me.
In other words, it is obvious that in such conditions it is difficult to blunt. Therefore, I'm tuplju) I'm afraid, I'm shy. Because I have something with emotions, they are like iron curtains, bangs, and I switch.
And today I thought that in general, these why I do not throw these curtains is another matter. But while they are - in addition to myself for the fact that I'm dull - somehow very offensive. And curtains and even more I'm myself) So for a couple of seconds today I let it go)
But we must at least now decide on the direction, and move there.
