The probability to be born as a human-being stands 400 trillion to one! - You already hit the JACKPOT! Keep on moving!
Our whole life, we are being teached to be mad about every little something. There is always something wrong, bad and not tangible. You have to learn that you, and ONLY you, are responsible for your own future. You have to learn, that you can have anything you really want. Tell me what that other guy, on the other side of the street, has got, what you do not have? What has he been born with, that was denied to be given to you? All of us have got the same potential to create something big, or as Trump would say: something HUGE. What really counts is your will, to do it.
You need to stop speaking ill everything and to concentrate on the bad things. Learn to be thankfull, for what you have got and learn to make something with it. Learn to forget about the little things and think big!
I have worked as a wholesale in a smaller enterprise for a while. I have worked with 3 men in a pretty small room and i could not get along with it. It was too much. Every little something was a huge problem in their eyes. Once computer did not work for 100%, you could hear them swearing. "That fking technical bullsht! It never works! Why does this happen every single fking time!" and so on. Or when the coffee machine did not work (1 in a thousand times), when a door did not close properly, when there was a fly in the room (a motherf*ing SMALL fly), the whole day and whole life was a drama. From time to time, i thought like them more and more, until i realised, that THIS can NOT be the reason, why i am here and why i hit the Jackpot. Until i realised how well the 999 coffees before tasted. Until i realised that you can REPAIR the computer or get somebody who does it for you. Until i realised that i should use my energie in a positive way and not with any smaller, irrelevant things.
What i am trying to say, is that you've only got this life. This one life, which is far too short anyways. This one and f**king ONLY life, that you should live happily. Use your times to BE happy and to learn something, instead of being mad about a fly.
YOU HIT THE JACKPOT - NOW DO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT!