I tend to think a bit too hard about posting instead of just thinking in terms of oh it is socialist media. So anything goes. That will be the last word from me on oh deary I have no fucking clue but here I go anyway and write stuff because I do not really like video. That reminds me I need to install after effects again.
These open source things just piss me off, they are nice but really sometimes you just want to get shit done. Busy running recovery on some douche that got ransomware on his pc, well an HP laptop. Piece of shit laptops with their fucked up bios settings. Try to boot from disk or USB, I fucking dare you.
Music things
In my ever increasing laziness, I have turned to listening to youtube playlists as going through my own media library is a hassle and it requires me to determine what I feel like listening and mostly I feel like listening to anything good. So going to youtube is just far less effort and I assume they update the playlist every now and then when I diverge a bit and slip in a song they think I will like. Meh.
Lucky @insaneworks sends me songs at times so some of those get into the auto list. I mainly do like rock but the new indie kind of cross over genres work well also. All in all the beat is always quite hard, the voices work to contribute and are not just pissing out lyrics in some diarrhetic tone like with R&B or any of those useless "emotional". I don't even know how to describe the puss filled things these trend fucks listen to.
Todays playlist was just the default indie mix.
No Steem
I did not even talk about steem or anything silly like that.
More words as I search for meaning
Sometimes something will trigger, and other times it is more about the pressure. Managing the pressure can feel like being unfocused. Nothing gets done, yet it is maybe just that nothing you find of value gets done. I have done more in the past two weeks than during the 2 months before that, which I guess is good. I can't really tell when I don't have immediate gratification.
You might feel on the verge of shutdown. It never comes. Chasing some tail only to find that the lion did not want to be bothered. Running back, but forgetting where back is.
Lumbering around in a stupor, the daily mechanics of the modern pauper. He might look dead but I promise you that if the screens frequency drops that fucker is going to lose his shit. The subtle movement of a mouse, accepted. If it deviates it will be noted.
