(EN)
So, I have one more ...
The despair is a bit deep right now and the only thing I can do is write songs.
I guess I'm just playing a little bit with my last audience, because most of them are more fans of my rap music than my experimental folk, rock, indie stories.
But somewhere the trouble has to go and if I can't publish my finished album because I lost my job, the health insurance company doesn't want to pay my costs, although I've been sick for several weeks and it doesn't look like it is going to be any better Change shortly ... then the anger has to go somewhere.
The song actually deals exactly with the topic ... "Finally sing some positive songs again, people don't listen to you anymore"
But I don't care ... it just wasn't enough for more.
Lyric translation:
They say cut your beard, it doesn't look good anymore
And please take a look at your hair, you can't get out like this
Pay attention, you let yourself go, what does your wife say?
What if she doesn't understand that may be that she's leaving you
What if you go on like this, what if you never laugh happily again
What if you missed the connection, maybe you can do it
And then you are only alone and no one will think of you
And then nobody has time for you, are you ready for it?
You have to sing more happy songs
Nobody listens to you anymore
Even if they are so repugnant to you
if not, retire
They say look for new friends and go out more often
And then joy comes again, you just have to leave the house
Take care you make yourself sick, now don't be so lazy
Do something in your life that you can't do that, I don't think so
What if you go on like this, what if you never laugh happily again
What if you missed the connection, maybe you can do it
And then you are only alone and no one will think of you
And then nobody has time for you, are you ready for it?
You have to sing more happy songs
Nobody listens to you anymore
Even if they are so repugnant to you
if not, retire
(Instrumental by Ryini Beats)
In the end I tell you something about the upcoming album. That my listeners shouldn't worry that the announced album will definitely come and that it will also be a real rap album. That the absolute worst case would be simple, that I will not be able to press CD's and print posters and shirts, but the LP will still appear digital everywhere. and then you can't buy CDs and bundles, but you can at least stream the album to Spotify, Itunes etc.
(DE)
So, Einen mehr habe ich noch...
Die Verzweiflung sitzt momentan etwas tief und das Einzige das ich tun kann ist, Songs schreiben.
Vermutlich verspiele ich es mir gerade ein wenig mit meinem letzten Publikum, da die meisten eher Fans meiner Rapmusik sind, als meiner experimentellen Folk, Rock, Indie Geschichten.
Aber irgendwo muss der Ärger hin und wenn ich mein fertiges Album nicht veröffentlichen kann, weil ich meinen Job verloren habe, die Krankenkasse meine Kosten nicht übernehmen möchte, obwohl ich seit mehreren Wochen im Krankenstand bin und es auch nicht so aussieht als würde sich das in Kürze ändern... dann muss der Ärger irgendwo hin.
Der Song behandelt eigentlich genau das Thema... "Sing endlich wieder ein paar positive Lieder, die Leute hören dir schon gar nicht mehr zu"
Aber mir ist das egal... zu mehr hat das alles wohl einfach nicht gereicht.
