Earlier, before my marriage, I was slim and wore mini skirts and did not even suspect that the time would come and I would be shy of my body. No, not in old age, I'm only thirty-two years old, but my weight has gone far beyond eighty kilograms. It all happened somehow unnoticed for me. First a little clothes became a little small, and I calmed myself, that it is for the winter that the body is stocked with extra calories and by the spring I will be the same again.
But my hopes were not justified, and the situation only worsened. All things are small for me, and when I began to buy new ones, I realized that I can only walk now in shapeless T-shirts and sports pants. When I meet with friends who do not have such problems, I feel that I have complexes. I tried to diet, but for a long time I could not stand it, I did gymnastics, but I only lost a few pounds, and to my former weight I am very far away. My personal life changed too, my husband began to pay less attention to me.
But when he made a remark to me in the evening in the bedroom, now I can not even undress with him, only in the dark. I undressed in front of the mirror during the day when the child slept, and my husband was at work and, seeing my sagging belly and stretch marks, realized that my husband was right. After that, there was even hatred for myself for laziness, for the appetite, which I can not moderate.
When asked a neighbor how she managed to avoid all this, she said that the stretches are removed by a laser. But where can I get money for this? Then she said that I had one way out, enroll in the gym, which is cheaper and said that I can even sit with the baby while I'm there. I agreed, because I do not see any other way out of this situation.