A short time ago I was going through a health problem and an emotional complication, things that when combined gave a very unpleasant result. Well, I was moving forward and I was getting underway again, returning to lost time and trying to recover the rhythm of daily life, I shared those things recently in another post: Coming back to life
Well, some reader may wonder why I have some photos of a dog in this post and what the title has to do with what I am writing in the previous paragraph, well, as for the first, the photos are of my dog "Quirón", We have some history together, those photos were from the first days we started to share, it was a bit crazy and sometimes impulsive, but we got along.
I said the pictures are of my dog, but I should start getting used to talking about him in the past ... he had aged, not in very good condition, but due to certain conditions neither he nor I have been spending it on the flatness of the possibilities, I will not complain, I am much better than a good number of people (besides I do not think anyone likes to hear an endless cry of "poor little me"), we survived day by day, although he was not sitting well in our situation these last days, I was down, but I was still walking and moving, worse today I went to work, when I returned I didn't see him coming and I looked for him, he was where he used to sleep and I just found him dead.
Sounds shocking when you say it like that, but imagine how it hit me. He was weakened, I am too, but we weren't enough to die, it just seemed like he went to sleep and died, so suddenly.
I can only wish that he had not suffered, that it was somewhat withering, as it was the same as when he sleeps I can hope that he simply fell asleep and did not suffer too much.
I really want to regain my spirits and come back to life, bury the past and face a new morning, but this does not help, really, please, it is as if the world was not willing to lend me a hand to recover my mind and when he feels that I am floating he throws me a blow to sink me again.
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