"This is the last poem I will write for you"

That's a promise and true. I do not know how long or if it fits in a piece,
a few pages, a few minutes will be long, it will last and possibly I can not immediately master but that promise,
This is the last poem I will write for you.

Let's go put at chop to the rock (itaga mo sa bato), even when it comes to me here I can not cling to these eyes ..
I will redeem all words that are likely to match your name or any of my calls to you,
mahal, sinta, irog, pangga, babe, bbq, bae, beb, asawa ko, mhine, kulet, kapal, kupal, hayop, pa, p*ng ina ka ano pa ba. anyway .. do not care if I reach some paragraph here,
but I can not just place it within me these words as a promise,
This is the last poem I will write for you.

I'll start at the beginning, how you smile at me and ask if I live.
you do not care about the walls of the wall,
but you did not even look at books beside my bed as well, and I was alone in the room.
I'll start at the beginning, how you embraced me when I say that "I love you .."
in how you kissed me in the forehead once said that "you care .."
And I'm not a fool, I'm glad I'm not yet clear
I do not want to be important, I do not want to be worth it ..

I am not an antique glass that you have long ago
you just look to remind yourself that you are beautiful, I do not want to be important ..
Im not a phone to you to just sit in the pocket when you lose a solution to your lack of connection to the world you are so wide enough to pay attention to, I do not want to be important ..
I'm not a necklace that you just wear on select occasions
When things go wrong you feel less
I do not want to be back in a box when you sleep at night in fear of being strangled by my hug when you are very upset,
or put it in a box and put it in the corner of a closet
in fear of being stolen by others, I do not want to be important.

What I love is to love you, all I need is love ..
I want to love you like your coffee in the morning
sweet and bitter, cool for warmth
but do not let go because it's just cold.
I want to love you like your own office is well known for what it is, memorized where it is hidden
I love locked mystery, useful, dirt, secret..letters...
I love you to love me as you sleep in the night, embrace in the cold, warm even hot, whispered by your most memorable dreams, I do not want to be important, all I want is to be loved,
and I wrote it for you to just love me, so I'm sorry but I'm writing
until I have exhausted all the words that are likely to match your name
sorry but I'm writing to forgive me ..
because sometimes someone says that the person who does not know how to forgive cannot write
so love this opportunity
for the last time, I write poetry for you
make a treaty, I'll forgive you but you will also forgive me.

Forgive me when I'm not hiding and forgive you for not tearing
Forgive me for my silence and forgive you for not speaking
Forgive me when I will not leave you and forgive you for not being there
Forgive me when I can not forgive you and forgive you for your choice of love
make a treaty I'll forgive you but you will also forgive me.

Forgive me when I do not resign and forgive you for failing
Forgive me when I'm not going away and I'll forgive you for not approaching
Forgive me for not surrendering and forgive you for not gambling it
Forgive me when I do not hate you and forgive you for not loving, dear
make a treaty I'll forgive you but you will also forgive me
for I finally finish this poem that is too long to live here

I'll start at the beginning, just as you embark on me and ask me when I live.
I will start again at the beginning, just as you embark on me
I will start again at the beginning,
I will start again ...
I will start ....

This is the last verse I've written about you

I love you, and I'm exhausted

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