I might vomit this night I am not feeling well. I ate or to put more simply forced myself to eat some stewed shrimps that my mother prepared for me. It was cooked yesterday and since I do not have the appetite I just refrained from eating.
But today I do not want to waste it since my father just wants me to have it. So I ate about six pieces of large shrimps. But I only had a couple of tablespoon of rice to go with it and fortunately I had some sweetened banana on the side so that is what I ate instead of the rice. I barely touched the soup of the shrimp because my mother just made it to taste milder.
The bad part now is that I took my Parathyroid medicine which added some nausea to my current nausea. Now I am feeling ill and really nauseated. I am just washing my mouth with my energy drink from my Thermos bottle that it is placed on my side of the bed.
I am really on a misery and I wanted to cry because of this situation. I just cannot stop taking my Parathyroid medicine because if I do my bones would grew weaker and my face would grow larger because of my underlying Leontiasis condition.
But I have to get strong and fight this thing because I had gone this far already with my struggle and I wouldn't give up especially now that I still see that there are still hope for my life to get better.
I do needed more prayers because it is just getting harder every passing day, I might have been taking things lightly but deep inside me I am crying like a dog.