Hang in there bro.
I can not imagin how you must be feeling but as you say, it is a dark and shadowy place.
If your videogame addiction is back for a while, maybe also accept it for a bit. There is not much wrong with that right? My mind is with you (although I know that doesnt help you shit I sill want you to know that)
RE: A Shadow That Looms and Deepens