Doing everything at once isn't easy! Sometimes I take on a project, regret it, but then carry on, motivate myself, and eventually realize that whatever I took on is too heavy. I'm not just talking about the camera, but also the responsibility of bringing the vision to life, making sure everything works perfectly, and as a producer, ensuring that the team is happy. Anyone who has worked in the film industry knows that being on set can be draining—long shifts, constant time pressure, and so on. That’s only if you’re part of the team. However, if you’re the director, producer, and camera operator, that’s a whole different dimension that’s hard to understand—especially when you’re working with a metal band, and your eardrums are about to burst from the constant loud screaming of the vocalist. It’s not because he’s upset, but because of the way they “sing.” You actually switch to survival mode, and you can easily get overwhelmed (przebodzcowany) by this kind of experience. I don’t really complain, I just try to explain what it’s like to orchestrate everything, as well as being on the field and taking care of many things. The effects are also important, and not always does your vision match 100%, as many things just happen unexpectedly—especially when you’re working with a budget. At that point, you just have to accept it and move on. Living from project to project is somehow exciting, as there’s always something new, but it’s also challenging because you want to find things that you’re excited about.
Here are some stills from the music video
Here is final effect :
