Dear dark thoughts why do you always lead to bad conversations
why do my good memories fade away
while you just stay
i whish i coud just run away from you
i feel like a lost child ready to give my soul to the devil
why wont the light i try to reach
reach for me
why is this world full of negativity
is there an option in life
everytime i pray for you i just want one conversation
i get lonly at times
this is why i write these poems
i got more secrets then a freemason
im only human
i whish i can go out and party sometimes
but all those negative thought kill me sometimes
i know thats not the answer please help me solve them
laying in bed with a string right on my neck
am i wrong please tell me if im wrong
while people tell me they been on this level
when there not even near it
while demons whisper in my ear's
while each tear i drope from my buring eyes try's to ignore them
what have i done in life to get this much negativity
while i look at every name
and i hear my self i just want to
spread positivity through my abilitys
im only human
nothings perfect
i used to wonder why you let me live but let another die
i gotta know
i used to wonder
why in the hell you would make me suffer
but know i understand
that it made me tougher