I hate that you don't pick up my calls
I hate that you don't text me back,
When a simple hey is all I needed to hear or read
I hate how you look so good in a royal blue suit
I hate the way you wear your grey boots
I hate when you smile
I hate the way you look at me
I hate the distance between you and me
I hate how I can't feel your arms around me
Especially when I miss you
I hate that I love you so much
Mostly I hate that I can't even hate you,
not even a moment, not even a wee bit