Hello There
It's been a while since the last time I make a freestyle writing here. Freewriting means that I don't care about the outline, the grammar, the topic, and many more. Just open a draft, write, and see where this post will end up as what it will be.
A few days ago I came to this McDonalds store near my house. I didn't live there, I planned to, but Covid-19 came and I decided to go back living with my parents because nobody took care them. Fast forward today, My dad has passed away and I decide to check my old house.
But we are not talking about my house now. I have posted it once, but not today. This time I want to show you something else.
Not everyone noticed that something was lurking and spying behind the garbage tin can. Well I was glad that time, my eyes which were not as good as before, could notice him hiding there. Was he hiding from those kids?
Ok let check him out, I would come from behind.
There he was!! I knew a cat was hiding there, but let me zoom it out again.
Did he hide because he felt scared? Did those kids bully him? or maybe some bigger cats or dogs lurked around that zone? Well I think I know why, he just wanted to be alone.
The place is quiet on weekdays and he is the biggest gato there. So he is the king in that place. During weekends some family come and spend time on McDonalds, which this annoys him. He might feel hopeless and powerless, everything become out of his reach.
Sometime, in those moments, being alone is what we want. You might think it is for a rest, but it is not for physicals rest, it is more like a physiological rest. If your soul is a smartphone, it is like making a soft reset then recharge it battery.
I think it is not about being a cat or a human, sometime we just need time alone for our self, reconnect, reflect and rest everything within you. It is not like we are a solitaire individual, or dislike the company of others, it's just a time of being alone and it is not about drown in loneliness.
Being alone allows you to get drown in your own thoughts, your own imagination and of course by being alone you have put away all the things that could become distraction in your own thought. Maybe you could start to rediscover what you are aiming in your life, or understanding more about what makes you happy in your daily life.
Or maybe you get stuck in your own work. By being alone, you get rid distraction and then you could explore your own thought, explore all the possibility and use your creativity at its peak to see what is going on, understand the whole situation and develop solution.
In the end what we can get is a peace in our own heart and thought.
And that's all my freewriting shitpost here. Enjoy your day and I hope the best for you all.
