Hello my fellow Hiver’s! It’s been a week now since I last posted a blog. It was a busy week at school and now I can finally share a little thoughts in my mind. I am not very much good at writing but I hope I could be able to express my thoughts as to how I started to dream about my future. That random moment when you start thinking back to the dream life you imagined for your future for years on years and just kinda put yourself in a daydream from the past where you’re living your happiest life, surrounded by all the things and people that make your heart sing.
Way back to my childhood days, I was too young back then to realized how hard living in this world. Maybe for some cannot relate to my takeaways since they are living in so much privileged and I am happy for them, but in my case, it is not. I grew up in a broken family and the life we had is not that good since my mom have to raise us alone without the support of my dad. Their story as a couple didn’t work out from the moment I was born. It is kind of a sad story to have in this reality of life but the world didn’t stop so we must go on…
What I love about being in this family is we didn’t take those circumstances affect our lives because we grew up being taught to be grateful in all aspect in our life and that is the sole thing I could thank to my mom and to my grandparents. They support us all the way and guiding us to achieve the things we wanted. And I know that most of us are being inspired to create a dream because we wanted to be in a better situation someday.
In this journey, still, I cannot deny the fact that it takes a long sacrifices, hardwork and dedication to make your dream into reality. The reality where chances cannot be predict , you cannot even see what your future will be that is why all I did is to focus on my studies and I am very much happy to what I had achieved up until now. Yes, I am still at my college right now but I am happy that I able to finish my elementary, secondary and senior high school education. I do believe that every step I took along the way will greatly shaped me building my own character and future. Now that I continue my college journey, I remain committed to learning and growing, knowing that each experience brings me closer to my ultimate goals.
Why I wanted to become a teacher someday?
There are some people ask me why I want to be a teacher. The reason why I want to be a teacher is because no matter what grade you teach or where you teach you make an impact on the children or students. Not just any impact but a DIRECT IMPACT. Almost everyone can name a teacher that has impacted them the most in their life. For me, this job is very fulfilling. This profession gives me sense of belonging and boosts my morale and self-esteem. Here, I find my purpose, where my talents re developed and showcased. It helps me better understand myself and affirm my existence as a human being. And throughtout my four years in high school my teachers helped me through my toughest times. They were always friendly and supportive even if they didn’t know I was going through a rough patch. They inspired me to become what I am today and I am hoping someday I can officially become one of them.
Little me always dreamed of having a normal and a happy life. I could even imagine a life living in a cozy home where I live together with my mom and siblings. This will serve as my foundation to build my own empire no matter what stones being thrown to me in life. I will stand firm for my future so that my inner child will be happy to what I become. I remind myself that every challenge I face will serves as a stepping stone towards my dreams. Life maybe draining sometimes but let us all be proud to ourselves for making this far.
This will always be a reminder to me “ If you don’t spend enough time getting to know yourself, you will end up absorbing everyone else’s definition of you because the world will keep showing you evidence that you’re not worthy, that you’re not good enough, that you are not capable enough because you keep on looking for evidence that will support that. The truth is you don’t seek your true definition from anything external, you cannot find this to anyone or anywhere… you seek it from within because other people they have their own definition of themselves. “
So now,