Honestly, I was kinda glad to come across a community where I can comfortably rant. (LOL). I hate that my first post on the daily blog had to be about the bad few weeks I have had but whoops (that's how I feel right now).
The surge of emotions began with my exams. I had just completed a back to back exam at the University of Lagos, tackling ten courses.
The tight schedule left me mentally and physically drained. Amidst this academic marathon, girlfriend issues came up. Before exams started, I had underlying issues with my girlfriend that eventually made us separate. The breakup wasn't too pretty and I felt uneasy with how we left things. Seeking closure, I reached out to her yesterday. It was apparent that she had moved on faster than I had, but I feel much better that at least it ended in a good note from my side.
As a final-year student, it dawned on me that I have to be more serious with my life. There's this pressure to secure financial stability, enhance my skill set, prioritizing relationship and networks. Nigeria's socio-economic crisis makes it's a lot harder, complicating things even more. I hated I had to go weeks without being able to access the internet. The MTN data hike is really depressing.
Over the years, I've diversified my skills: i have delved into web development with React.js and JavaScript, mastering Excel and PowerPoint, exploring UI design, and even investing time in courses on emotional intelligence. I have a good start but I'm only human. We constantly feel not enough and pressured to do more.
In an effort to combat these headaches, I've devised a plan. Yesterday, I penned a blog post emphasizing the importance of healthy coping mechanisms(I should take my own advise). To divert my mind, I have been streaming a series that's pretty good, Its called "Suits LA". The show offers entertainment that has helped keep my mind off problems. Additionally, I resumed my workout routine this morning, aiming to channel my energy positively and boost my mental well-being.
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I am positive tomorrow will be better and I am keen on getting 1% better everyday. Striving to be 1% better each day may seem modest, but it's a sustainable path toward personal development and resilience.
I feel much better writing this post. Journaling actually helps shaa
Keen on keeping you all updated in my quest for happiness and closure.