Goodbyes are the hardest
The loneliness that comes
And fills that void
That your smile and voice used to fill
It’s just absolutely sickening

But there’s a silver lining to it each time you leave
The pain I feel every time you have to go
It’s a reminder of how much your presence and joy
Brings lights to my world even as you play coy

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The walk away from you are usually the longest
It’s probably the most time, my mind works the fastest
As memories of us flood through
While I walk slowly under the white moon
A thousand words that I feel I could have said, if only they could have made you stay

Every goodbye comes with anticipation
My brain anticipating the next time it would light up
My hand anticipating the next hug
My nose anticipating its next drug
And my world anticipating its next bomb

Goodbyes come with a mixed feeling for me,
I want you here always
But the thought of you when you are gone
Leaves me craving strongly…
Goodbyes hurts, but it hurts so good

Never say goodbye but then again there are days when we should.
There are days when goodbyes are worth it and necessary, for it takes away memories. Memories you do not wish to recur for they carry pain that you do not wish to feel. While there are other days when the pain of saying goodbye creates a craving feeling thus causing you to enjoy every moment you can have.

Goodbyes are the hardest words to say especially to those who you cherish the most. The word triggers mixed feelings
"A painful feeling and the craving feeling".
The thought of you staying away from them comes with a pain that causes you to cherish every moment you have with them and crave to see them again after they are gone.