I’m drinking a big glass of wine. It’s unusual because I never drink anymore, but today I am breaking these rules. Because I rarely drink, alcohol now affects me quicker; I feel its warmth and how it makes my head feel a bit fuzzy. Because of that, it will probably be a very strange and semi-personal post.
It’s full moon tonight. I have my reasons to dislike it. Some of them are of “metaphysical” nature, but they are quite logical and scientific nonetheless. I wrote already about how everything is “in the body.” In most human females, hormones, blood, and psyche are heavily affected by the moon - as well as a million other things (unless a woman is trained to go around it). I know that, and I know it affects me now, but today is the day when I don’t want to fight it. I’m just drinking wine.
It’s very windy outside. It doesn’t feel like a normal wind. You know how when you come out and these sudden, uneven gasps throw things around and almost knock you down your feet so wildly that you fear it’s the devil himself? I wouldn’t be surprised if my house got visited by a poltergeist on such a night, and no, I am not scared.
I feel like I’m trying to say good-bye to something that was most important to me for quite a while. Tonight’s feeling in the air becomes warm.
