unofficial relationship,
Let me take a guess. There's this guy in your life right now, but he isn't your boyfriend and you're not his girlfriend, but it feels like you two are basically a couple at the same time because you guys practically act like a couple. You guys call each other "babe" or "baby", you guys go out on dates, you guys sleep together, and even argue like a couple, right? You probably have your clothes, your make up, your random belongings, and even your own toothbrush at his house, right? So you're both still single, but in an unofficial relationship. Even though you're not his girl, you're only loyal to him. You know you only want him. That's the the only guy you care about. You're not confused about how you feel about him, but you're confused about how he feels about you because as perfect as it feels with him, you're wondering why you guys aren't official yet. Why hasn't he asked you to officially be his girlfriend? What's holding him back? How come he isn't ready yet? How much more time does he need to figure it out? Is there another girl he's talking to? Or maybe there's multiple girls she doesn't know about? And when you guys fight, it's because there are other girls involved and he always uses the "We're not even together so I don't know why you're mad" excuse, or maybe he used the "She's just a friend" line without realizing that you and him are also just "friends" and look how you two are. This has been going on for months, and right now, you're starting to get sick of it. You're starting to feel like you're wasting your time. You're starting to feel like it isn't worth it anymore.