I had your experience quite a bit - I sucked at school but am a naturally talented artist - still I did not find my way even as you did - just could not commit to any "work" or "commercial" art thing - but I am still an artist - it has developed over the years and it has incubated my psychic ability - so now I do psychic art - but like you said - I look at what people are hiring for and I don't get it at all - it's fine - i will get by - I am actually in a pretty good position right now - I just fall into them - mainly by trying to just trust the Universe and help others- but I am an artist and so I don't fit in to the mainstream - AT ALL - especially now with this masks and gloves crowd.
RE: Have you Perfected a Skill?