Ultimately, truth becomes a pathless road.
"... there's a difference between knowing the path and walking the path..." - Morpheus
A path to the truth isn't easy, and there are no guarantees. There isn’t any manual or instruction booklet for you to read once you actually start the journey within yourself, once you actually start to tackle the unconscious aspects of your mind. After you set off, its all intuition and inspiration from there on out.
It's beyond fear, pain and anger; those feelings you get when you start to pry into your own psyche, and pick apart all the lies you have been told by yourself, your family, your church, your "leaders", your colleagues, your school, your "celebrities" and all the rest. All the phobias you have repressed, all the anxieties you hold, all the irrationalities and tedium you suffer from and are affected by, all the sexual impulses and desires that are buried deep in your instinctual mind, left unchecked. All the pent up rage and hatred in your heart that you have to recognize and sublimate, all the true and raw evil inside your mind, all the sadistic tendencies deeply ingrained in your infected psyche by this sick, satanic world.
You see, when you dive into the deepest parts of your mind, it no longer becomes just 'your' mind, your mind becomes indiscernible from all other unconscious minds, it is all the unconscious aspects of minds in the Universe really, inside one another. You are battling for your soul against all other souls. You are trying to become individuated against all odds.
The journey is psychological and nobody can really help you beyond what has been written by those who know. It's something you either have the ability and will for or don't. You have an infinite amount of lives to complete it, so really life owes you nothing in this ego consciousness, you are nothing compared to eternity. You can easily go crazy and lose your shit, many great, strong men lost their minds. Look at Nietzsche, he spent the last years of his life in the lunatic asylum. Carl Jung suffered neurosis on multiple occasions. Hell the whole world is crazy, and we are subconsciously connected, so really it's a matter of how much you can heal and accept the fact you are incredibly FUCKED UP UNCONSCIOUSLY and that you need to figure it out before you become one of "them". If you do nothing, you will get consumed by the mass, you will get soft and forget your true purpose, and your unconscious mind will get cemented into the mentality you least desire, you will host and become a slave to your most feared demon if you never confront it when you have the chance. What you deny and neglect gets buried deep within you, it grows ten times stronger then when it got buried. It is like a seed, that if left in the soil, can grow into the thorniest, most poisonous weed imaginable, that takes root so deeply that pulling it out after it has grown fully becomes the death of you. The longer it grows, the more it takes root.
The unconscious is the most serious journey of your life. You can't put it off thinking that you are somehow better than the other "sheep" because you "know" or read things they don't. If you haven't made the intuitive and inward thoughts, if you haven't broken yourself open and stared at the monsters within, if you haven't let the pent up energies of hate, destruction, violence, sexual frustration, and all other negative, dis-pleasurable emotions and urges out and integrated into your acceptance of yourself and found creative and spiritual outlets for these deadly aspects of yourself, then you are just as evil, broken, and ill as the rest. You are both good and evil, and your ability to overcome and transcend it all is what makes you a hero. You have a psychic duty to learn to overcome and conquer yourself, to learn yourself, to master yourself and persist until you eventually find your Self and and set yourself FREE.
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