The last month has been like falling out of a tree only to hit every branch between my legs on the way down, crushing my nuts over and over. It just keeps happening too, there's no bottom to the tree. Recently the price has begun to bounce back somewhat, but I'm not fooled. That's how they rekindle some hope just so they can smash it to pieces again.
It's said that in Hell, suffering sinners will be roasted alive until their skin burns away. Then they will be given new skins so they can continue burning. That's how it feels every time the price seems to rebound, only to take another dive. Is there any relief in sight? Or are the greatest fools of all the ones who still hope for relief?
I will forever kick myself for not cashing everything out last December. I remain baffled as to why it didn't occur to me or what exactly I thought was going to happen. Maybe I will still be vindicated? Bitcoin peaked once at $1,500, then slumped for many years before rocketing to nearly $20,000 per coin.
Will SBD or Steem see such a spectacular rise from the ashes? Boy do I hope so. I'm living on savings right now, selling off STEEM for the lowest prices yet, and it doesn't feel good. This is how the rich get richer, by creating hardship that forces those with the least to sell their assets for bargain prices.
What about the upcoming hard fork on September 25th? In the past, hard forks have always resulted in an abrupt spike in STEEM price lasting a couple of weeks. I could surely use it right now. The government let me know by mail that I underpaid on taxes and still owe them about a thousand dollars that will also be coming from my savings.
Pretty soon, between the government and my landlord, I'll have been bled dry, without a penny to my name. Probably that's when the price of STEEM will skyrocket, the precise nanosecond that I can no longer benefit from it. This is some tier 8 cynicism you're seeing right here, you have to train yourself to expect the worst in the top dojos on Earth for 30 years to attain this level.
What does the future hold? Will the hard fork save us? Is there yet hope for the crypto market? Or behind the motorized boxing glove currently punching us all in the face over and over, is there just a long line of more boxing gloves, waiting their turn?
Fuck Everything!