Accepting my condition as it is and not going for a better health situation from my relatives is my worst fear. It seems that they all had accepted my situation and will not look for ways to make me better so it is up to me do all that and it has been like that for a while.
Financially nobody in my family supports me. My two siblings gives me money but it is not enough for all or even in partial for my medical needs but I appreciate it with all my heart. But I am heartbroken that my eldest brother whom I am expecting to give the greatest help and support could not even offer anything and is really undependable.
I am the third from brood of four and the youngest was my sister who just decided to use her profession of teaching just a few months ago because of her sister in law and the support of my other in-law who teaches at school as well. I cannot depend on her because the salary of a teacher is really just so low with the effort to earn it and plus she has a family to support too.
The one second to the eldest supported me right from the start. There was a point in time that he paid $1,000 so that the dialysis machine where I am getting my treatment could be fixed. It was a charty service so we just can't go and transfer to any dialysis center because we cannot pay for the expensive treatment as I have no insurance to use.
It was just one instance that my brother had saved me and I am indebted really that much from him. But all of them now just left the oar of my life to me and I am just fortunate enough that steemit emerged from the magic of the blockchain technology and allowed my dear friends world wide to be empowered and show their care, love, and support.
But sometimes even though you have the resource for all your needs there comes a time that some people just given up and I am seeing that in my family now so it gets harder for me to reach my goals because every row of my boat now comes from my own will and power with no support from my family.
But what I will do is to stick into my plans and let my boat sail until I reach something that the Lord God had prepared for me only in this life. It is one miracle in my life that I have yet to discover.
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