Hi everybody,
I feel like I'm crawling out of a cave and entering the light again. I was a bit a lot in pain, after the doctor gave me some oxycodon (morphine derivative) to dream away a bit. I though that it would be much better than the painkillers I was on. When I took this lovely opiate, I thought I would be able to dream away and spend some time sleeping and waiting until the pain would leave my body.
When I took the drug, and mind you I might be dutch and have the availability and ability to experience with marihuana, I never touched it in my live, neither did I ever get drunk or smoke, you might think I am a very proper girl ( woman), but it is actually because Im a control freak and don't like to spend money on useless things, anyway, it took me by surprise. Did you know that about 1:10.000 people first experience more pain on morphine. Well, I DO KNOW NOW!.
Anyway, when the opiates reached my brain, I did not know what hit me, the pain was unbearable, until about 10 minutes later when a gulf of heat came as a blanket over my body, and with it, a stream of nausea. I decided to lie on the ground, and I think I did not leave it for 6 hours, until the pain came back, which was a relieve, as the remedy was worse than the pain.
I needed to face up to the fact that I could not function, and that the pain is something I would have to go through, but I do want to thank people for their kind advices on steemit. I am a very weak person, as I tried to fast, as I know that it will relieve me from pain, but did not manage more than a day, and I realise there are people out there that fast, not out of choice, for much longer for they have no money for food.
I am finally feeling better, and therefore I shall not let everybody wait anymore on who gets some SP
One of the contestants rightfully said, what does SP actually give you?
It's a hard question, because in the scheme of Steemit, 400 sp is not a lot, but at least you will be able to see a bit of difference when you upvote somebody, and it has motivated me to keep on going on this platform
Then I was left with the hard decision who to give it to for to weeks. I had a lot of time to contemplate, without looking at the computer, I remembered all of you.
@mitchelunique, because I really like her blog.
@eunireal1, because of the conversation, and the fact that she is going to work in a pharmacy, i'm quite biased towards woman in medicine, as a chemist.
@cherylsonty, because she is just incredibly kind.
@freedomshift, because he is focused on making friends
@figuringoutsrn, because of his unique genre that he writes about and I think that is totally excellent
@freedoms, because he/she is a bit demotivated to get started.
@jo5h, because he hosts contests
@julietisrael, because she is a diva, with a good hart
@anoukknox, because I personally like her and her devotion, but biased towards Dutch people.
@happysmileyman, because he is funny
@ashley4u, because she supports her family, and really really wants the sp.
@nateinsav, I really like his blog and analyses
@iamthegray, because he writes beautifully, and explained really well what he would do with the SP
@machnbirdsparo for wanting more visibility
@gduran for his honesty
I like you all, but I decided to choose two of you hopefully without being biased, that to me seemed like you wanted it most, and could motivate them further on this platform. And I might be wrong, I am sorry if I am.
- iamthegray
- ashley4u
I will delegate today first to @Iamgrey, and then in two weeks time to @ashley4u.
Meanwhile I am approaching the 500 followers, and might, just might delegate 500sp, so stay tuned. Though I do hate competitions, as I have to disappoint more people than I can make happy :-(.
