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A young man is sitting in front of his laptop. Login facebook. The first time checked is the inbox.
Today she saw something she had never cared about. There are two messages that he has ignored. First message, spam. Second message ... .. he opened it.
There was a message a few months ago.
He began to read the contents:
"Assalamualaikum. This is the first time you tried to use facebook. Bapak tries to add you as a friend even though you do not really understand that. Then you try to send this message to you. Sorry, you are not good at typing. This is also your friend who teaches.
You just want to remember. Read it!
When you were a kid, you still remember the first time you can talk. You are busy calling: Father, Father, Father. You are so happy that your son is able to summon you, you can call his mother ".
Dad is very happy to talk to you even though you may not remember and do not understand what you say when you are 4 or 5 years old. But, believe me. Your father and your mother talk to you very much. You are our entertainer every time. Even just by hearing your laughter.
When you go to elementary school, you still remember you always telling me when you ride a bike about whatever you see on your left-hand side of the road.
What father is not happy to see his son has known many things outside his home.
Dad gets more excited about working hard to earn money for your fees to school. Because you're so cute. Fun. Bapak really wants you to be a smart and obedient child.
Remember you too, when you first got HP? Diam2 at that time you save because sorry to see you do not have HP while your friends already have.
When you enter junior you have started to have many new friends. When you get home from school you go straight to your room. Maybe you're tired after pedaling a bike, you thought. You leave the room only at meal time after it goes back in, and it goes out again when going away with your friends.
You've started rarely telling Dad. You know you have started to pursue higher education. You are looking for us when you need it and leave us when you do not have to.
When you start college outside the city your attitude is the same as before. Rarely contact us unless you have trouble. When you get home your vacation is busy with your HP, with your laptop, with your internet, with your world.
Dad wonders to himself. Are your friends more important than your father and mother? Is your father and mother only needed when you want to marry just as a giver of blessing? Are we just like your savings?
You rarely talk to Dad again. Even if you talk, with fingers only through sms. Meet but not speaking. Talking but like noiseless. Breathing only during holidays. Ask a word, answered a word. Reprimanded, you look away. Scolded, even-so.
Tonight, you really missed you very much.
Not to be angry or to bring up the past. Only you already feel too old. Your age is over 60 an. Your strength is not as strong as it used to be.
Dad did not ask for much ...
Sometimes, you just want you to be on your side. Talking about your life. Escape whatever is hidden in your heart. Crying at you. Talk to you. Tell your father like when you were a kid.
Even if you do not have time to talk to you at all, do not you have no time to talk to Allah.
Do not put your love on someone in the heart more than your love to Allah.
You may ignore the Father, but you should not ignore God completely.
Forgive me for everything. Forgive me for your confession. Keep the prayer. Keep your heart. Keep faith. "
The young man shed tears, sobbing. In the heart feels painful immeasurable ...................
How come ?
Because his father's writing was read after 3 months he went for ever .....
