This is story of a timid and shy boy. This is about his life that how he spent his life with these attributes and what difficulties he faced. Also about his love...
Once there was a boy. He was hesitant and indecisive. While in school, he had friends which were most likely had traits like him. He loved sports too much, especially cricket and football. He was weak, tame and powerless. He put his efforts best in sports but not much due to his cowardliness and weakness. He was not self-assured about his performance, so sometimes he was cheered by crowd and sometimes boo boo. The bold and confident one's always bullied him. If he was eating something, they snatched from it and instead of fight back, he just wept, wept and wept...
He was good in studies though. Occasionally took excellent grades and sometimes just failed. He was irregular in every aspect of life. In school, he was not confident to interact with teachers and asked questions. For him, Silence was everything. Keep on sitting silently in corner, just observing others enjoying, playing, fighting, he also wanted to do these things but there was something which just didn't allow him to that. After observing others, he thought in loneliness that If I did that thing people would become my fan, I could make them laugh. During class, when teacher asked any question, he know the answer, but he couldn't tell in front of whole class due to fear that If he was wrong everyone would laugh at him. There were teachers and friends which loved him and supported him but he wanted to do something big, but just he couldn't...
Same things followed him in College. Everyone was growing with healthy muscles and sound brain but he was febrile but had sharp mind and weak heart. He was so emotional and fervent, if anyone made joke on him and insult him in front of others as joke not intentionally, he felt it too much and kept that in mind and kept on thinking that If I gave him that reply at that time, it would also insult him and by saying that I could confronted him, he was totally in imaginary, did nothing in front of others and thinking of doing that in imagination that could make him hero...
He had crush on girl. That girl was beautiful, attractive and adorable but he didn't had such qualities. He had in mind that he couldn't get that lady in whole life as he was not as good looking and pleasing as her. He wanted to say her that he loved him so much and would keep him happy her whole life, but he just couldn't say that due to his timidness and diffident nature.
To be continued...
2nd Chapter is coming soon...