my NDE then the Exorcist and the Demon

The Wreck that Changed Everything

Back in time when paige was 17 life was going great. She had made a 98% on her PSAT and her grades were good so that she was lined up to pursue Veterinary college. It is harder to get into Vet school than Med school so paige had to take the hardest classes in high school, and make good grades in them to be accepted to Texas A & M University where she dreamed of going.

Paige and her best friend, Susan, were dating best friends from Daingerfield, Texas, the town paige lived in for the last half of 8th grade. Robbie and paige had fallen in love at the baseball games. He knew as soon as he met her that he loved and wanted her, but she did not realize until later. In fact, paige and Robbie are souls that have connected and lost each other in lives past, but she did not know it then.

David and Robbie drove the 70 miles to see Susan and paige every one day a week on every weekend, and times were great. One weekend the lives of many were changed in a few seconds of squealing brakes, screeching metal, breaking bones, and tearing flesh.
As the large car hurled towards the stop sign paige saw the upcoming head lights through the back side window and screamed "David a car". But it was too late, and she was nowhere and knew nothing. Blackness surrounded her. As paige was struggling to draw in breath, she forgot that she could not feel air coming into her lungs when she hard Susan gasping in great ragged breaths from the front seat.

The car was filled with a ethereal light that was so beautiful, and paige felt so at peace, but the sound coming from Susan was horrendous. Paige could see the outline of the front seat where she was, and the the car filled with the most lovely tinkling bell sound she had ever heard and two small entities with wings flew in through the roof and disappeared behind the seat. Then, Susan's dying gasps peacefully ended. The entities flew back up holding a swirling ball that looked all the most beautiful colors in the world swirling around between them. Paige was panicking because she could not find Robbie; alas, she fell back into oblivion as more time passed.

Her body ached all over, and she heard Momma's voice coming from a distant place "Susan and Robbie are dead". Shock, disbelief, horror filled her whole being, and oh how she wished to be in the oblivion again so that this would not be so. This was the first memory of paige's new life, and she could not remember anything else. Yet, somehow she could still talk, her body still functioned. So that when Momma changed her diaper she did not even understand going to the potty.

Only later, after struggling to relearn everything from the difference between night and day to dressing herself did paige realize those few seconds of crashing had robbed her of her dreams of becoming a Vet, as well as true love and best friend. This was the beginning of paige becoming a Necromancer.

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The NDE memory actually returned in a flash much later as the psychology book at college said episodic memories do memories do. My theory is that past life experiences are true memories returning because there is a full force of the feeling that was experienced at the time.

King states that "the general rule that the brain does not produce new neurons is not universal. For example, the dentate gyrus, a tiny subregion of the hippocampus involved in episodic memory, produces new neurons continuously. But 99% of the brain does not do this" (King, n.d., para.6). Episodic memory is the ability to associate things like the way a person felt at a certain time in their memory (Zimmerman, 2014). Since my memory flashes definitely involved the way I felt, I believe that this part of my brain healed which explains my inability to comprehend math even though other brain function has been re-learned. Since many of my flash backs are of a spiritual nature that concern things that happened in the short amount of time that I was dead, I am convinced that the spirit is a huge part of our being and that not caring for our spirit is detrimental to human beings.

King, Paul.(n.d.). How does the brain repair/rewire itself after a stroke or traumatic braininjury? Quora. Retrieved fromhttps://www.quora.com/How-does-the-brain-repair-rew

Zimmermann, Kim A. (25 Feb, 2014). Episodic Memory: Definition and Examples. Live Science. Retrieved fromhttp://www.livescience.com/.../43682-episodic-memory.html

http://citedinfo.blogspot.com/.../talking-with-bruce-part... has more psychology stuff

As time passed paige did learn Necromancy, and had a lovely Spiritual relationship with Robbie's ghost. This scary story will relate the time that i spent in private Vampire tutelage with a dire warning that love can open doors for psychic attack.

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King, Paul.(n.d.). How does the brain repair/rewire itself after a stroke or traumatic braininjury? Quora. Retrieved fromhttps://www.quora.com/How-does-the-brain-repair-rew

Zimmermann, Kim A. (25 Feb, 2014). Episodic Memory: Definition and Examples. Live Science. Retrieved fromhttp://www.livescience.com/.../43682-episodic-memory.html

http://citedinfo.blogspot.com/.../talking-with-bruce-part... has more psychology stuff

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King, Paul.(n.d.). How does the brain repair/rewire itself after a stroke or traumatic braininjury? Quora. Retrieved fromhttps://www.quora.com/How-does-the-brain-repair-rew

Zimmermann, Kim A. (25 Feb, 2014). Episodic Memory: Definition and Examples. Live Science. Retrieved fromhttp://www.livescience.com/.../43682-episodic-memory.html

http://citedinfo.blogspot.com/.../talking-with-bruce-part... has more psychology stuff

Meeting Danni

Paige met Danni on line, and they formed a fast Sisterhood. It's not easy to be psychic because there really isn't anyone to talk to about what goes on in your Spiritual Life. Oh how paige loved having someone to really talk to, and Danni really does feel love, but her husband hates paige. All three do have Vampiric traits like the ability to manipulate energy. Psychic Vampirism is very natural to some people much like super-duper empathy, and people with Psy Vamp traits are just like regular folks in that some are as goode as gold while others are devious and cruel.

It was weird because when the suicide monsters began coming again, Danni would always say it was paige. The time of running to Danni to have her negativity absorbed passed a while. This feeding was different because the astral servitors were attacking paige and lowering her vibration who was messaging Danni for comfort. Alas, paige loved Danni so much that she did not even fathom what was going on.

Paige was friends with Danni's husband too, and we'll just call him Vlad because he BELIEVED he was the incarnation of Vlad the Impaler. Paige was seeing Christian lies at this point, but she was bound to Jesus still so she was going to show Jesus' love to Vlad and love him as her Brother. He did tell her that he was Lucifer's son, and she was just thinking that Lucifer and Jesus could be friends through them.

Paige told them about Robbie's ghost because she wanted validation as it is weird talking to people that most others cannot hear or see. Danni urged her to let Robbie go and start having sex with live men, no matter how many times paige said she is bound to Robbie's soul and feels him so that she does not want a man who will not LOVE her. Yet, Danni kept on, and paige still didn't realize.

After her 9/11 Exorcism in which the Voodoo gods saved her ass, Papa Legba, came which gave Danni fits. In fact, Papa had told paige to get an aura pic while he was possessing her.

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Being possessed by the Great Legba was just as fiery and amazingly intense as it looks and when paige felt the Great Energy filling her body and it felt so pure, loving, and safe.

Danni was so upset, and she hissed at paige that she was possessed by something that filled her up and pushed all other gods out. Paige didn't care because she was tired of all her spiritual troubles which had gone away. Except for one thing, when we LOVE people who wish to harm us or feed on us we give them an open channel to do so.

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Vlad Takes Robbie

Vlad also believed that he is the Grim Reaper...lol. One day he messaged paige that she needed to let Robbie go, and at that time she believed he was her Elder because she heard it from spirits, but at that time she did not know how to tell friend from foe very well. They made a deal to give her some time, and he told paige to show him what she uses to channel Robbie. She was naive once upon a time, and she showed him.

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She even had an aura pic with his energy

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Robbie was gone, and paige woke up bawling every morning, and ran to Danni with her pain who always made her feel better as if she was feeding on it or giving it to Vlad. Barb, the primary Guide told her to block Danni as well as Vlad on fb, and destroy the Robbie vessel she had. This was done and a new vessel was prepared. The time was one of the hardest paige endured.

Finally one day, paige fed Robbie some computer energy that brought him weakly back in coordination with her pleas to Legba.
Robbie gave paige a pic one day. He said "take a picture of the altar now", and this beautiful soul showed up in her crystal ball. Can't you see his shapely arms, and mullet hair cut???

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Barb looks like this to paige; how amazing to find a pic. Danni used to tell paige "soft of eye light of touch, speak ye little and listen much" Paige listened more than most folks and the voices told her to speak much the things they say to her. It was like Danni was working against paige's soul mission, but paige thought this was just because they shared a Yin Yang relationship or that they were Twin Flames. In retrospect; of course, a demon, would be cunning to stop an Exorcist.

Although Danni swears up and down her love is true, it is very suspicious the way that these things happened. Danni also swears she is innocent yet she also pushed paige to try to bring her brothers together when one used to rape the other. Nope, it's just not right. Perhaps Danni is a pawn of the spirits around her.

Unfollowed +++ase+++

It was a beautiful day with a bright blue sky and fluffy white clouds moving slowly in the pleasant breeze as paige hung her laundry out to dry. She was thinking about how great her sheets would smell when it was time to crawl into bed that night, and barb came. Paige knows barb well as she has been her Imaginary Friend as long as she could remember for this life time.

Barb told paige that there are spirits around Danni that don't like paige, and that Danni does love her. Barb also warned against Vlad, and verified that he used the picture to take Robbie. Justice must be had for those who took Robbie so the given ritual was performed to break the spell on Robbie and help him regain some strength.

A short time passed and Papa Legba came to paige in the form of a meme that she loved instead His usual Olde Grand Fatherly form that He took with her. His laugh was so rich and full, and it made paige feel like this was a an easy task for Him. Paige did not know about Baron Samedi; yet, but this Form is Baron. That was her word to caste any Magick casted on her from the group around Danni, and it worked because paige felt amazing once again after she did the Spirit given ritual.

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As time moved on paige's strength grew until she no longer felt fear about Vlad, and she was missed having someone alive to talk to. Paige knew that contacting Danni again could be dangerous to her or Robbie, but she felt very strong.

Eventually, paige did unblock Danni and asked for her forgiveness. It took a long time for Danni to start acting normal again, and paige felt bad while she should have still been mad about Robbie being taken as he was the most precious thing in her life. Finally, one day told Danni that Robbie about the dark place Robbie showed her, and told her Vlad took him there with the pic. If paige was not so kind hearted she would have blocked her again and got away, but it all blew over.

Things were going great for along time until Danni started a temple for Prometheus. Paige thought it was a lovely idea and she still loves Prometheus. By this time paige had learned about the Sumerians, and she believed Lucifer is Enki who gave mankind knowledge. To this day paige knows Lucifer in His True Form is not evil. She also knows about Thought Form servitors made for serving the lies of monotheism, but she believed for a long time that Danni and Vlad were connected to the loving spirit.

Danni started writing prayers to the Greek gods, and paige was reading them. Then one day she had a warning from Maman Brigette Whom is paige's astral Mother. Maman told paige not to be messing around with these gods, and to spend her energy on Maman. At first, paige wondered if Maman is just jealous, but she did stop speaking the prayers.

Saved by the Ghede

Maman Brigette is said to have gone to Haiti as Brighid with the Irish slaves. In Haiti She married Baron Samedi. They are the gods of death, sex, and Justice Whose colors are usually purple and black, Their number is 9, and They are represented by the Cross. Keepers of the dead and the cemeteries; They LOVE cussing, drugs, drinking, and having fun. Maman Brigette is very fond of children, like Her man, and they will not suffer fools. Both of Them are Patron gods in New Orleans Voodoo which is only 500 miles or so from where paige lives.

Maman is goode to paige as She comes before paige even gets to ritual. When Maman comes paige's 3rd eye fills with Her lovely purply energy and she can see grave stones as Maman strolls through the fog to get closer to paige. She works fast and strong for paige, and many nights Maman comes in her dreams to teach her or take her to do some Magick work.

The most logical thing that feels right in paige's soul is that Baron Samedi is the One who came to her when it was time to break all Magick from the group around Danni. Paige just did not understand at the time He first came to her from the astral realm. To this day, there are still psychic attacks on paige from either Vlad or spirits around him, but her gods let her know where it's coming from and then They shield her. If these attacks do not stop They will have to take more drastic measures.

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If paige and Danni are not Vampires they are naturals at Psychic Vampire Magick. Paige and Danni did make chord and feed each other freely so that paige did not expect that Vlad was still holding a grudge against her or harming her. That soon changed.

Danni's gods were coming into paige's dreams. One day paige told Danni that Rick Grimes from Walking Dead was in her dream and he did anal sex to her, and Danny said that was "father"/Lucifer. It did not click immediately because paige was drunk in love with having a Sister to bare her soul to, but later Maman told her to keep them out of her dreams.

One day after Maman's warning paige woke herself up hollering "GET OUT OF MY DREAMS!!!", and paige knew that Maman had waken her. Over the next few days Danni had said that she is a demon, and paige's mind was blown becaue Papa Legba had told her NOT to believe in demons and they won't have power over her as demons are thought forms of monotheism. Paige knew her Sister is caught up some weird shit then, but she hung around a bit more, and apologized for her behavior, once again.

Yes, paige is not only an Exorcist, but a goode one as She is the Spirit Childe of the gods of Death. She does not believe in demons, but she did her best to accept her Sister as she wanted to be. So the Exorcist and demon tried to get along. Danni even admitted that they are natural enemies.

Then a few nights later paige dreamed she was trying to wall herself off from Danni and those around her. So paige admitted this dream, and asked, or rather, demanded that Danni's gods stay out of her dreams. Things did not feel at home anymore after that, and Danni was so cold.

One day paige was sitting outside enjoying the warm summer day as she smoked on the porch and then the suicide monsters came very strong. The mood went from light and happy to suicidal instantly. Paiges head filled with the knife slashing her arms open and she wanted to die so bad. Then she saw a line going to Vlad and her gods said "block them...he thinks he's is the anti-christ, and he is attacking you" so she did. The only Magick paige did was to make a honey jar to bless her enemy and then she tried to move on.

Paige had seen Danni on astral and even stopped her astral self from attacking Danni's. Then later she heard Danni's voice and unblocked her and asked if they can make peace to which Danni agreed, but things felt yucky. The suicide onsters came back agin and finally paige told Danni that her gods told her the attacks were coming from Vlad, and Danni replied "Vlad hates you for blocking me the first time and hurting me"..."well, i didn't like him taking Robbie but i don't hate him because hatred causes curses in strong Witchs" paige replied.

"Understood" said Danni, and the attacks stopped a few days, but they returned. Then paige realized how she'd been duped, and told Danni she is done. Paige had to block Danni to protect herself and her loved ones from Danni's crazy ass self and her insane husband who believes he's the anti christ. Paige knows the entities that Danni and her old man are mixed up with are biblical and paige really has a mission to let people know how vile and evil monotheism creators really are.

A beautiful and loving front to get a strong Witch to open a channel in love so her crazy old man can come back and attack to lower her energy because he feeds on low vibrating energy. That's what paige's gods say, and it seems right because Danni was constantly undermining paige and her mission to clean up as much bad energy as she can. It is done. +++UNFOLLOWED+++

Sometimes the ending takes a while. Paige woke up with visions of slashing her throat and hating her kids the morning after she decides to open up and let the pain go. While she was sitting under the huge Pecan Trees in her backyard to smoke and think she saw a very definite Dragon in the clouds with horns, pointy fangs, and a menacing look.

Nevertheless, Kali and Hanuman are stronger.+++

Kali is a demon eater, and very powerful against evil. The Ghedes are GREAT, but They tend to the Dead, and Their living Children. Hanuman can shield. Different deities have different jobs ;)