Quick Note - The totality of this publication is a '70-min' read. However, it could not be contained in one post due to the steem's block-size capacity. This means that i have published the publication in parts, linking each part.
This is where it started (i.e part one & two respectively):
- Save Surpassinggoogle - A Colorlesspaper Tackling 'World-Adjustment', Derived From The 'No-Books'.
- Save 'Surpassinggoogle' - What I Have Done So Far In Terms Of Surpassing Google?
I implore you to buy out time to read the entirety of this publication with your spirit and being starting with 'part one & two' above, that you can pay attention to the undertone of 'your boy Terry', in one giant read.
Would you like to read the publication in one place? Click here.
If you can't read the entire publication just yet, you can go on straight to 'saving surpassinggoogle' by giving a small donation just below:
Donate To Save Surpassinggoogle
Desired funds: 6000 SBD/3500 USD. See details!
Funds raised will be used to setup a 'Macrohard' hub/office near my house in the Philippines, allowing us to emanate 'a network of brother programmers/entrepreneurs' and together, we will build all my projects, many noble dreams and help with 'steem growth'. Most importantly, i will be able to attain a recovery in my health, while taking care of my dad, who is ill, loving him better.
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Now, why not just dig in further for 'your boy Terry'. Kindly continue reading the publication below. Let's go...
I Need Help To Heal. I Need Help To Love My Dad Better. I Need Help To Setup A Macrohard Hub/Office In The Philippines To Help Many. I Need Your Help.
In this segment, i will try to speak openly. For among the first times, i will ask help more confidently. However, i will speak in a undertone, so that you can dig deep to reach me. Perhaps, you will 'find out some more about yourself' in the process. This is my 'small gift' to you.
To hear me, you will need to listen to my undertone. As you read through the remainder of this publication, you will need to apply your 'spirit and being' towards 'paying attention to me'.
> Permit me to appeal to your 'soft-spot' at least.
Here we go...
Now, more than ever, we are closest to "Surpassing Google"! We are building now. All the models are set now.
but it is also now that 'my body is leaving me'. My body is broken now.
> I have grown ill.
It is true; "i have lived in places where life has the complexest tenets". I have 'done time'! 'That i can understand the world better', i did these things. To bring my parents their 'first whispers of good news' (courtesy of me), i did these very things. 'It is a crime', i know. 'It is a very-forgivable crime!'
> Exercise your humans virtues once again and forgive me.
I would not eat. I would not sleep. I would do 'the starvation', to find more use for the dining-table than 'for hand-to-mouthism'. I would do 'the starvation' to 'sustain inspiration'. Alas, there were 'mountains of odds'. 'Air' was 'two gasps for one gulp'. Food can wait. "Food", go!
I didn't see sunlight, so that i could understand 'the dark' too.
As a result, my body took a beating. 'My being' it was, that stood strong!
Well, 'I was strong' but 'i am human' and my body is beat now; it is old and worn. 'The brain' is tired now and when i talk, it is 'talking dead' now.
> Let be weak now. Permit it this time.
The beating hasn't stopped. My battles have intensified extremely in the past years and i am on the brink of a 'fatal shatter'. I am in rubble and i need help.
> 'Your boy Terry' is fading!
My dad battled too! I saw this even as a young boy. I watched it. It killed me then. Till date, he has kept 'doing time'. It kills me now! 'Per minute of each day', it kills me.
I live with my dad now. He crumbles to illnesses. Even so, he has maintained his 'hefty dreams', his 'human', his 'love'; glorious!
It is complex. It is complicated. His very 'wailing' is filled with 'his un-met dreams'; i hear it.
> I love him.
He loves the world. Aloud, he prays for it. He carried 'this dream' too, the dream of 'adjusting the world for 'lights' sake'. He pushed for this, with so much love and 'heavy load', against 'mountains of odds' and there was no clear path but he kept pushing and now he can't see; "glaucoma"!
He 'did depression', in a world, where depression wasn't known to exist. We need new dictionaries! Yes, these very worlds exist.
His ''greatness" is still unparalleled, for till date, even when 'his mind is not present' (dementia), he loves still. He loves the Creator still. He loves creation still. He is audible and in his undertone, i hear it.
He is alone; i understand it. He 'does time'; i know it.
I carry 'his dreams and mine' now. It is heavy, perhaps altogether, "the dreams of many nations" and it is in this especially 'dire times', that my body itself is beginning to fail me. I understand.
It is a consequence! I have undertaken it. Where this particular consequence has essence, it is a 'positive consequence'. A very worthy undertaking! I understand better now.
but even from all these things, i can heal too. There is a chance...i feel it. Win-Win!
> I need to heal, I am ready; but I need help. I need your help! I haven't slept for years.
I am very alone in 'these worlds'. I can't even love my dad right. I so want to. There is only one fantasy left that i can still manage to create and it is this: "that i can love my dad well, even just a bit". Per minute of each day, i take a peek at him and i fantasize 'this fantasy'. It comes with tons of wailing, with many un-fell tears.
In recent times too, my mum passed away. From nowhere, 'she passed away'. I watched it. These things kill but you can't explain it. You can't even express it. It just stays there and you watch it be. You eat it. 'Like daily-bread', you eat these things and your very formation becomes 'of a non-human'; your 'each element' grows weak.
And just if 'you love still', it is worse then. 'No outlet, no outlet', for 'you must be good' too.
> I am a young man but i am '60'. May i live till '200' then.
"Oh, mamaterry; ourmamaterry"; may this publication stay up in time, for the sake of the beauty that you constitute. May it not be misconstrued".
See our precious Mamaterry:
This me at her burial:
You aren't allowed to mourn for 'positivity sake'. Yes, you can't be joyful either because 'how can you'. Then, at times for 'just one battle', to truly love our mamaterry, that she can cling on to life, you stand there and battle like a half-human, helplessly watching.
> "Oh Mamaterry, i am sorry".
After 5-years of not seeing her, i eventually saw her but she no longer had her 'shine' intact. She was ill. She was in many pains; drained!
Her very first illness was Leukemia and with her very last energy, she had come to see her son. She had stood up and taken that '24-hours flight to the Philippines' to see her son and i couldn't love her right. I watched her die. I just watched. It kills. Till date, it kills.
5-years prior, 'i had given it 5-years' to return to her, carrying 'whispers of good news'. I left her at the airport, to the Philippines. I flew all the way 'away', to enter into isolation; to 'do time'.
I ate 'depression' like food; and "starvation", i fed on it, for 'change' sake.
My head grew bald. I laid it against the wall, to keep looking into that PC; to 'surpass google'.
I studied the search engines. I studied the internet. I studied each human on it, down to their very elements. 'I went in deep' to understand life as it really is. My 'being and spirit', i put into 'this love' to see if 'love' could become strong, to see if this 'new breed of love' could stir change. I sought the Creator, till i got deeply close to him.
And eventually "i was returning home"; there were 'these plans'. Finally and for once, just before the '5-years mark', I had met with my sisters in Dubai, to prepare for 'the relocation of my parents to the Philippines (to live with me)'. Alas, "whispers of good news".
And yes, my mum did arrive (to the Philippines) and my dad, months later.
For 30-minutes they pumped her heart and i just watched. We spent her 'last 16-days' together, from hospital to hospital, starting on the night she arrived in the Philippines and i just couldn't love her right.
She was 'full of love'. She is great a woman; 'ourmamaterry'.
'Nothing was about her', for her; "everything was about us, the world at large and finding paradise". Even her mumbled 'last prayers' was about us, the Creator Jehovah and paradise. How can love be this strong?
Yet, how can love be so 'helpless', in my case.
How can i just watch and keep watching and forever and say, "tomorrow will be better", to someone i love, when i understand what love is? I say, "there are dates now."
I was 'half-human' in my fight for her. May her suffering have essence! Hence, my body i broke, that my being can be 'full-blown human' in our fight now, for 'there has got to be dates now.'
Then, my dad arrived to the Philippines. I spotted him at the airport, after 5-years of being away from him and for for thirty minutes, i just stood stunned. I couldn't go close, 'weak in my many tears'. When i did go close, I could whisper 'nothing'.
> I love him. I want to love him right.
He was very ill, his 'shine' evidently leaving him. 'The best man there is, the best father there is' and he was right there crumbling. He still bears the name 'Baba Terry' with pride. It must begin to mean something.
He had agreed to come all the way to the Philippines, with one strong thing on his mind; 'i want to see my wife'. A strong man. A great man!
And what were my 'whispers' to be?
If you only knew of 'the extent of love' in our household. We chose it! 'Love sufficient for many nation', was in that house.
My mum had kept keeping it away from me, 'that my dad was growing very ill', to do the pain on her own. It ate her up. I know it. She knew i was alone out here. She knew i was attempting to surpass google. So she kept 'her pains' to herself.
I know, because i have 'done time'. Even moreso now, i know because i am with him (my dad) and each minute of each day, we 'do time'.
My dad eats 'his pains' too, like 'daily bread'. I know! I feed on these things too. Then, in the midst of these pain-stains, just if 'your being' manages to 'keep its shine intact' and you are a person 'laden with hefty dreams' and possessing of intense love; there are 'no outlets'; you suffer like crazy.
> "Suffering is not 'no food'. It is deeper things". @surpassinggoogle
I have kept crumbling and crumbling, in plummet-fashion, each minute of each day. I would hit my head on the wall, then push again. My dad is before me now. I can't keep watching him totter. It is approaching two years, since he arrived and i have not been able to love him right.
And it gets worse, for i am so weak now. Practically 'function-less and energy-less', my 'resources and time' have exhausted now. I need help to buy 'time' and in the process 'gain some feet', to begin to love my dad aright. It is growing late but it is not too late.
With some 'bought time', i believe i can catch a healing. Together, me and you, there are many beautiful things, we can do.
My Body
> I want to heal but at this stage, i can't do this alone. This is known!
Quickly speaking of 'my body' in terms of 'getting a healing', many times, i am alone in my battles. It is a bit complicated. Many times, i am not even effectively capable of explaining my poor health-state to others, let alone convince them of it.
For instance...
can i explain to someone 'well enough', that i have not slept for years and that it kills me?
The simple fact that i can even talk about it or relate my state to someone, constitutes ample evidence that 'i am not dying just yet'; but, how about 'talking dead'? Plus, would anytwo believe that it is possible for a human to lose the ability to sleep?
Can you tell how much pain i was in, in the video below? Could those who received me tell? Can i convince you that i was experiencing 'excruciating pains (all-body-long)' in the video below?
Then, right after i have managed to leave you a 'motivating pronouncement', can i convince you that i have had to 'seat on the toilet bowl many times over the course of the day, seeking a hollow place to suspend by body upon, to get a measure of relief from excruciating pains'?
Or can i look at you with a glimmer of hope and then go on to convince you 'that my eyeballs have kept growing in size due too much pressure (from pains)', except you have decided to look at 'your boy Terry' more intently, to look into his eyes?
Now, can i convince you with 'mere words' that a young man like me doesn't get to see sunlight, doesn't visit places, doesn't have leisure, forgets to breathe well, struggles to poop 'once a week'? Furthermore, can i convince you of the aforementioned things, after i have attempted/managed to strengthen you?
To you, can i relay evidence that 'i have lost every near-term memory', when i can still manage to create this publication or innovate the TEARDROPS ecosystem?
By default now, my nerves are 'always-on (i.e never rests)' and my brain no longer functions properly. Thus, i no longer have the ability to relax, breathe normally, sleep or 'truly rest'. Can i explain these things to someone well enough? Would you be convinced, that since 'i have lost the ability relax', i am unable to enjoy any human activity too?
Or, can i explain my traumas (those from 'doing time', 'being tied', watching my mum pass away, listening to my dad's pains each minute etc? Can 'the books' contain a copy of my 'exact traumas'? May i have experienced 'new breeds of traumas', those contained in the 'no-books'? Can i explain these traumas well enough to you then, assuming you only read 'the books'. Can you read my words, if i speak in an undertone? Can you dig that far yet on behalf of another?
Can i explain this to you sufficiently, 'that each fiber and element in my body is tired and broken, my brain is crumbling and i that i am energy-less and function-less, when there is evidence that i still manage to accomplish more each day than an average person'? Would you have known though, that for 'one hour of productivity', i have been in front of that PC for '24-hours' or that i have opened a hundred browser-tabs?
Can i explain the anxiety and pressure that i undergo each day? Or the especial pressure and stress that i undergo solely 'from finding ways to raise money each day for my dad's daily maintenance-medicines'? Would you expect me to 'feel like a killer', anytime i fail to provide his daily-needs (especially meds)? Can i really explain these things 'well enough' to the understanding of everyone or anyone?
Can i explain to you 'the complexest tenets' that exists in certain worlds, if 'the books' that shape the state of the world are about 'catching a fancy'?
Would you know just how many humans i have tended to each day, to pay attention to their undertone? Can i convince you of how much brainstorming and pondering i do each day, in relation to 'world adjustment'? And just if i managed to convince you that i do these things, won't you simply tell me to focus on myself instead? And, would you understand it when i say that 'focusing on others, is focusing on myself'?
Now, if eventually i am able to convince you that i am ill and weak, can you 'dig on my behalf' just yet and bear my consequence?
This being my complex case, i end up staying 'mute' many times, pushing and drowning instead and pushing and drowning, till my body and brain breaks.
> I am function-less and energy-less now. I come here to now ask your support.
In the meantime, 'I am very positive' and the only way i can explain that i have been, is with evidence in the form of 'my ulogacies', one of which is contained in this publication.
Besides, by means of the 'Teardrops ecosystem' (comprising of ulogs.org, steemgigs.org, marlians.com, Macrohard etc), light and shine can begin to fill up tunnels, so that 'not any longer does anyone have to wait 'till the end of the tunnel' to find light'.
All this being said, it is established; "I need your help now".
Do come to my aid, that i can begin to find some rest, while continuing to impact the world at large, that 'suffering may have essence'. Together, let's fix each tear with some TEARDROPS.
> Please!
Help Me Love My Dad
> I want to love my dad better; this is known. I have not been able to love my dad well; this is known. I need help to love my dad better; this is now known. Please help me love my dad better.
Among other things, my dad is ill and he needs real care. He has many health needs and a pending surgery (required 'soonest than later'). Besides all this, he needs sustenance and shelter and in the near long-term, a calmer heart, a giant bed and happy smiles. It is high time.
My mum took care of him in the years that he began to grow ill and in some of these years, i was away in the Philippines. She knew of my quest to 'surpass google'. She knew of my depression at the time too. Out of love thus, she wouldn't tell me of the deteriorating state of my dad's health. I would get to talk to him and perceive it but she kept wanting me to focus on me.
She didn't tell me of 'her drain' either but i knew of it and that was one of the reasons, i went out to the Philippines, with hopes of returning with 'whispers of good news'.
She bore it all and it drained her. My dad is a huge man, with 'hefty dreams'. It is not easy to watch these things; 'a giant man suffer'. Dictionaries need new words. She became ill too.
Months after she passed away, my dad had to come live with me in the Philippines. He was married to my mum for 35-years and she took care of him and now it was my turn, regardless of the tough consequences that was imminent, considering my own instability. I am his son, his only son and the Philippines was becoming 'the home'.
All my life, i haven't been able to love him right. Now that i live with him, as a grown son, i can't keep feeding him the same old-consolations or hope. There has got to be dates now! The times are dire now. He is ill now. He needs love and care and even pampering. If i can't give him 'some luxury' just yet, how about 'good veggies' (he is diabetic). Alas, till date, i haven't been able to give him 'good veggies'.
I live in a nation, where i am truly alone in these ordeals. Who will help me here? I have had no visitor, for years.
Things are different now. 'All my resources are exhausted now. I ask your help now; that you help me re-attain a 'measure of stability', so that we (especially my dad) don't become 'shelter-less', in a location, where we are practically alone'.
Till the near-past, i would push till i break. There were no outlets, no breaks. I rarely asked help. I love the more testimonial, harder routes'.
At times, when i have been capable of asking help, i would have had to build 'something' first (at least half-way), so that when i ask help, i can render help in return. I have become about 'abating hand-to-mouthisim' too, that i had to be exemplary. This has meant 'building testimonies out of nothing', taking 'the more testimonial, harder routes' and being in the stories and histories of these journeys.
Things are very different now. I am ill too. I am no longer very productive in these dire times. I need so much help and i am asking help.
Since my mum died, since my dad arrived, things have been different. My body broke faster; i have drained faster. As a result, my limited resources have depleted faster and at this point, my limited resources have exhausted.
Without an ounce of exaggeration, "it is dead tough".
I cater to my dad now and 'things like sustenance, shelter & daily medicine' is a must. That i can keep providing him 'this measure of love' at least, is very valuable.
However, in the near-term, my options are very limited. I will need to buy time, to enter into a state of stability again.
Speaking of options, kindly note that 'attaining a secular job in the Philippines' is not among the options. Besides my poor health and the need to be in proximity to my dad (almost 24/7), a high-paying job here pays 'some 400-USD/month'. (From this 400-USD, there will be tax-deductions, transport expenses etc)
> The cost of renting our house alone, is 400-USD.
The projects that i build online and my endeavors on the internet have been my source of sustenance and capital for along time but these resources have depleted and exhausted, especially as my own 'productivity levels' began to deteriorate. Plus, my expenses rose drastically, since my dad arrived. Each hospital admittance (for check-ups) for instance, have cost more than 1000-USD.
My projects being 'startups', have cost me 'a capital' so far, which i have funded. Where i can continue to build these projects until a 'certain stable state', i can begin to seek revenue avenues courtesy of these platforms or consider a partnership. However, it has been essential that 'the base' of these projects are built 'solid', so that the 'intention of the vision' in terms of 'world adjustment' doesn't sway and this needs 'me fit'.
There are solutions!
> I would like to set up a physical hub in the Philippines called 'MACROHARD' and to accomplish this, i ask your support.
Why A Physical MACROHARD Hub?
I no longer have saved-up funds (nor an income) to cater to 'sustenance or shelter' and i now live with my dad who is ill. This is a very tough situation, compounded by the established fact, that i am now very unfit and very un-productive.
While, I still manage to do a lot, i can no longer attain the speed/productivity-levels sufficient to raise 'income' from my work, in the very near-term.
Note that, when i say i am ill, i am already 'very-seriously ill'. I am not one capable of exaggerating. I need a rehabilitation critically and 'i am way behind schedule'.
My projects do have grand potential of raising revenue/income in the long-term but that isn't the near-term focus. These projects, though functional and in-use, haven't reached a stage of development, where it can begin to create stable revenue. I also live in a location, where a secular job can't sustain us (me and my dad).
This established, of pertinence in the nearest term, is 'attaining a small capital', to enable me re-attain a measure of stability, while ensuring that i am able to pay rent and sustain my immediate household for a few months.
Thus, i will need your precious help to 'set up a physical hub/office' in the Philippines, near my house, called 'Macrohard'.
Here is why i have chosen the route of 'setting up a Macrohard hub'...
In the last one or two months, i have brainstormed and analyzed all 'potential solutions' to my dire plight and i have established "setting up a Macrohard hub", a 'balanced solution' in many ways.
It isn't a perfect or outright solution but it carries 'potential' from all dimensions and it is a great feasible near-term step to take.
How so?
It is evident, that my major issue is 'my poor state of health'. I need a recovery. My dad needs me. My three sisters need me. 'My projects' still need me at this stage. I need me. The world could need me.
However, even with my current state of health, it is obvious, that 'catering to my dad' is most paramount. He needs '24/7 care', has 'daily medicine-requirements', has a pending surgery, must have a house and sustenance (at least) etc. This means that i can't put an abrupt halt to 'working' at this stage, regardless of my poor health conditions.
Thus, my near-term aim with regards to 'my own recovery', is 'a partial rehabilitation' (i.e attaining '2-weeks/1-month of 'my first major rest')
Why not go for a full-fledged recovery regimen?
Well, a 'full-blown rehabilitation' in my case, will require some '6-months/1-year' of a 'complete quit' from everything 'work-related', during which i will not have access to a laptop or the internet, to focus solely on 'regaining the ability to sleep', exercise, mental-care and 'the rewiring of my brain and body', among other things. In the best circumstances, this may also mean 'not being physically present with my dad'.
This being said, another near-term dire need that prevents me from focusing on 'my own recovery' now, is 'sustenance and shelter'. Years ago, i lived alone in the Philippines. At times like this (i.e financial difficulties), i could cut down on living expenses and reside 'anywhere', till i gather feet. However, things have been very different since my dad arrived to live with me. My dad who is ill must have a place to lay his head and more.
Our living expenses in the Philippines has risen very drastically, that it is no longer sustainable, even if i had a secular job. High-paying jobs here, pay some '400-USD/month'. Our house-rent alone, is '400-USD/month.
> There is no room right now for me to stop pushing!
Going back...to why i have chosen the route of 'setting up a Macrohard hub'...
Even in terms of long-term sustenance for my household, 'the development of my startups' is the target.
Since my health began to plummet, i have not been productive with regards to my work, most of which happens online. Then, my projects, being 'startups' has required 'capital and funding', most of which i have funded. Along with the medical-expenses, living-expenses, server-expenses, bills etc in these time; my 'saved-up funds' and capital began to exhaust.
At this point, it is important to note that 'the development of my projects (i.e the entire Teardrops ecosystem)' is also a very big step towards 'my recovery'. A large part of this publication has emphasized 'the histories and stories behinds the Teardrops ecosystem'. Seeing these projects attain tangible life, is a big source of fulfillment.
For 'effective health-recovery' to happen, i must have had to build and complete 'the alpha-stage of development' at least, for some of my projects (i.e ulogs.org, steemgigs.org, marlians.com), which puts me in a better position to allocate tasks and project-growth into the hands of others, in order to focus solely on my health-recovery, on a clear mind.
I have weighed all these things closely, in recent times, with prayer and 'insight from the Creator Jehovah' and i have settled for 'setting up a physical Macrohard hub' as a 'balanced solution'.
Any provisional near-term solution would have to be 'balanced' i.e it should allow me to 'be present with my dad', to begin 'a partial-rehabilitation', to maintain 'the development of my projects' etc. It should also become an eventual source of income.
To begin this whole process, 'marlians.com' was invented in recent times. It is a side-project under the 'Teardrops ecosystem'. This project is easier to understand by a 'mainstream audience' and it is already functional and in-use, currently hosting more than 2000 users. While being a stand-alone social-network platform, the existence of 'marlians.com', enables us propagate the 'tenets of the Teardrops ecosystem' to a mainstream audience, by creating awareness also, to our primary projects like ulogs.org, steemgigs.org etc. 'Marlians.com' then makes it easier for me to begin allocating some of my tasks to others, while i begin to find 'rest'.
With 'marlians.com' in place, the next target is to 'set up a physical Macrohard hub/office near my house'. Macrohard is an enterprise under the 'Teardrops ecosystem', that intends to 'enable everyone to participate in the world of programming'. This will be discussed in clearer details later.
Located near my house, i will maintain proximity to my dad, while being able to gather people together; powerful!
While the 'Macrohard hub' will eventually target ways to raise revenue or income (in the future), its first focus will be to 'gather people'. From this gatherings, we will create a network of 'programmers, graphic-designers, uloggers, freelancers etc' who have become empowered with 'real life' knowledge. We will also give special focus to creating 'quality media'.
'Our network' will begin to form the base for the 'Macrohard' enterprise and emanate 'true fans' of the 'Teardrops ecosystem' at large.
In place of 'raising seed-funding' to further the development of our projects, we will emanate "brother-programmers" via the 'Macrohard hub' who can afford to contribute their resources to the growth of the 'Teardrops ecosystem', for the sake of becoming part of historical history. Projects like 'ulogs.org, steemgigs.org etc' will form 'case-studies', providing 'our network of programmers etc' a sand-box upon which they can hone their expertise and grow. In effect, reducing our capital-requirements and speeding up the development of our projects.
Then, the school, "Legit Illiteracy" (a school that every(any)one can school in) will begin to take fuller form, right from our hub.
All aspects of the development of the 'Teardrops ecosystem', will begin to stem from a physical base (i.e the Macrohard hub), enabling me to have a more profound impact on the shaping of our vision. As the 'vision within the dream' begins to attain clarity, I can begin to relegate my tasks to others and focus fully on 'my health recovery'.
In the long-term, Macrohard will become a source of income too. Directly, we can begin to teach different subjects for a fee. Indirectly, we can begin to raise income through the 'quality media' we create. Ultimately, as the 'development of our projects' gains stability, longer-lasting income can begin to stream-in.
Over the course of time, Macrohard will emanate 'down-to-earth innovations' dynamically, empowering people (starting with youths located in the Philippines) to tap into their shine.
Then, we will go on to build 'macrohard.pro', so that we can have far-reaching impact related to 'world adjustment'. Eventually, 'Macrohard hubs' will begin to emanate in different nations.
Why didn't you just target seed-funding instead?
Now, it is true that i have developed 'already-working projects', possessing of grand potential. It is quite possible even at this stage of our development to seek partnership or solicit a substantial capital, to speed-up'the development of these projects.
However, i have also reiterated in the earlier parts of this publication, 'the intention for world adjustment'. This makes 'the routes' harder. For the 'vision within the dream' to truly hold sway, the base/model of our projects will have to be completed first, before i can begin to consider 'a partnership'. This is because, the paradigms/algorithms/model behind these projects are unpopular and 'fresh'.
Considering too, that the core paradigms modelling these projects stem from 'the down-to-earth, i will have had to undertake 'the stories and histories involved in their formation to a certain extent', before considering 'the easier or conventional routes'.
This having been established, it is also obvious, that to take on these projects, i have to be fully-fit. 'Setting up a Macrohard hub/office' thus, constitutes a more balanced and feasible feat to undertake, at the moment.
With the 'Macrohard hub' in motion, i will look to attain a 'partial rehabilitation'. This can begin as soon as 'November 2nd, 2019'. With your help and support, i can begin the 'setting up of the Macrohard hub' this October and attend SteemFest, early November.
Even though i am a 'legitimate illiterate', i have been invited to speak at SteemFest (in the midst of 'the learned'), to a large audience consisting of venture-capitalists, friends and geeks. Thailand is near the Philippines and visa-free.
If i am able to attend Thailand, courtesy of your support, i will have the opportunity of speaking about my projects and of creating valuable lasting-connections. I will also be able to meet people in person, some of whom i may have impacted and vice-versa. Most of all, i will be able to do 'my first-ever major rest'.
What Is 'Macrohard' About?
Macrohard is an enterprise modeled to emanate 'brother programmers' and create a 'programming protocol/language' that will enable every(any)one to code 'with swag'.
> We want to remove 'all barriers to entry' from the 'world of coding', enabling every(any)one to code 'with swag'.
While we will eventually build a social-network platform for this enterprise on 'macrohard.pro', we will look to start-up 'Macrohard' in a have physical hub/office, located in the Philippines.
In the near future, Macrohard will begin to have physical hubs located in many nations as it intends to 'gather the nations to code 'with swag'.
What Needs Does Macrohard Cater To?
Many times, 'the ever-missing piece of the puzzle' when it comes to 'dream-building (e.g project-development)', especially in our era, is 'coding' (programming). However, there are barriers!
> "Not everyone can code. Not everyone can raise a budget to avail of programmers. Not everyone feels that the 'coding ecosystem' is for everyone".
Now, while there are many coders in the world, not many coders can 'code with swag'. Not every coder is a brother. There is a rarity in the 'brother-programmers' industry.
> "While Bill Gates can compile the program that makes up 'complex Microsoft' in the comfort of an office, he may not succeed in writing the code for 'simple Macrohard', under the canopies of a jungle".
Too, touching on the 'content-creation/content-curation' aspect of the 'programming world', there isn't much documentation highlighting the 'human (social) side' to coding e.g 'the code-stories, the errors/flaws, the stories and histories etc', further forming 'barriers to entry' and propagating 'codes as a language for gods'.
Codes are complex too! Made 'by geeks', for the most part. However, there are 'tenets from real life', that could simplify code. These things need to be revealed!
Ofcourse, there has been advancement in the 'world of coding' over the course of time. For instance, 'we now have the open-source programming-ecosystem, enabling people (even non-coders) to start projects from a base of code'. There are also guides, resources, books etc explaining the application of these advancements. Nevertheless, there is need for a revelation of the expanse/depth/application of these resources, courtesy of 'insight contained in the no-books' (i.e in the perception of the 'legit illiterate').
The world of programming needs a 'balance'.
So far, the 'world of coding' is not for 'everyone', stalling or deterring the formation of many noble dreams.
The 'world of innovation' in general, needs a 'down-to-earth aspect'; a 'swag effect'. The 'world of innovation' needs more 'brothers'. The 'world of innovation' have to begin 'taking cognizance of everyone'. This very much applies to 'the world of programming' too.
Here are some other needs that Macrohard, will seek to cater to...
- The notion of "developing/developed nations" is recognized by the world in general. It affects the 'world of coding'.
- Not every coder/programmer is a pro/veteran.
- Not every coder has 'time-on-hand'.
- Not every project-owner has large budgets.
- Not every project-owner/innovator/entrepreneur has 'programming knowledge'.
- Not every developer/programmer knows how to interact perfectly with project-owners and vice versa.
- Not every developer/programmer is confident about their skills or 'levels of expertise'.
- Not every coder is effective in determining 'how much his service should cost'.
- Not every project-owner is versed with 'how much the development of a project should cost'.
- Not every project-owner wants a 'partnership/co-ownership' with their developers/programmers.
- Though 'contracts' between project-owners and programmers can thrive on a "strictly business" model, there is still need for some form of social-relationship.
- Some project-owners may have large/sufficient budgets yet can't find "that like-mind programmer".
- Some project-owners lose 'large funds' to 'programmers who didn't deliver'.
- Some programmers lose out on 'large funds', by delivering services without getting paid.
- Programmers are humans and they too can wilt under pressure.
- Not every programmer is versed in 'every programming language/framework'.
- Project-owners may not know how to distribute funds aright, when dealing with several developers/programmers, leading to 'faltering relationships' and stalled projects.
- 'Small-budget projects' can find it difficult to get developers/programmers or quality service.
- 'Zero-budget projects' can be vanquished, without ever starting.
- Developers/programmers need inspiration too.
- Project-owners who aren't programmers may not know how to estimate the 'right budget of a project'.
- Amateur-developers or programming-enthusiasts can't fully participate in the coding ecosystem.
- Programming-enthusiasts can't hone their skills, by developing 'established projects'.
- 'Non-coder' project-owners struggle to build or complete projects, even in the presence of 'a sufficient budget' and 'availability of programmers'.
- Many projects, especially those being built by 'non-programmer project-owners', fail to meet their initial vision, as these projects can begin to sway from its intended 'model' or course, in the face of 'limited resources' or 'unavailability of brother programmers'.
- etc.
The Macrohard enterprise seeks to fix all 'the needs'.
The solution was simple all along and Macrohard creates a simple model that suddenly involves 'every(any)one'.
First, if we remove the notion of "developing and developed" renown by world-standards, to where 'nations are merely locations'; then, we can begin to remove "all barriers to entry" from the 'world of coding'.
One way to accomplish this is by creating Macrohard hubs across every location.
But there is more...
Here is an insight into Macrohard enterprise seeks to do:
- Create a protocol that breaks 'giant/complex task-requests' into 'smaller/less-complex task-requests'. This allows more 'programmers' to participate in 'project-development', regardless of 'levels of expertise, programming-language proficiency, time-constraints etc'. It also enables both parties (i.e project-owners & programmers) to established better estimates of 'how much a task should cost', while eliminating or reducing financial losses for either party. As importantly, it allows 'non-coder project-owners' to have a more informed participation in the development of projects.
- Develop a 'hierarchical micro-programming approach to project-development'. (i.e preemptively, 'development tasks' are kept 'micro' in nature and tackled hierarchically, in a such a way that, 'the code needed to complete an upcoming task', has been partially-built by a 'preceding task'). This approach reduces 'complexities' in project-development and further 'removes all barriers to entry' from 'project-development', for all parties.
- Enhance the model behind 'hierarchical micro-programming' while assisting projects-owners build their projects. To accomplish this, 'our network of programmers' will dynamically seek out 'projects' to develop, using our programming-model. These projects can also be their own projects or our projects. While using these projects as case-study, we can enhance the 'hierarchical micro-programming' model, while helping many build their 'noble dreams'.
- Propagate this 'Macrohard approach to project-development' (i.e hierarchical micro-programming) to developers and project-owners globally. This 'education' will begin via our physical hubs; then, on a grander scale via 'macrohard.pro'. We will also begin to offer 'hierarchical micro-programming' as an expert-service.
- Begin to incentivize and reward project-owners/programmers who make use of the 'hierarchical micro-programming' approach in developing their projects.
- Create an oracle that can estimates budget-cost/task-complexity and offer this as a service via 'macrohard.pro'. Project owners can outline their tasks and allow 'our network of programmers' to analyze each task and offer in return 'estimates' on 'task-complexity/probable-pricing/delivery-duration etc', enabling project-owners (especially, non-coder project-owners) to maximize their resources, while maintaining better relationship with their 'prospective programmers'.
- Eventually, create a very simplified programming language/framework called 'Macrohard'; one in which anyone 'regardless of their level of expertise' can code in.
- Monitor/review/curate every tool/resource 'that simplifies programming', as they becomes available by virtue of advancement in technology and maintain a database of these resources, searchable by everyone, via 'macrohard.pro'.
- Incentivize and propagate more 'ulogging-style' content-creation under programming-related niches (via 'macrohard.pro). This not only allows programmers to 'consciously mine their human', while in the 'art of coding' (enabling them to evolve into 'brother programmers') but further removes 'barriers to entry' from the 'world of programming', making it open to 'everyone' as opposed to 'just experts'.
- Offer funding to projects-owners/programmers who struggle to build projects. (Funding is made possible by means of the TEARDROPS tokens.)
- Setup Macrohard hubs globally to 'gather the nations to code with swag'.
- Create these physical hubs also in nations that the world label "developing".
- Grow a network of programming-enthusiasts, programmers, entrepreneurs, project-owners etc who are 'brothers'.
- Dress up each coder with SWAG, regardless of 'levels of expertise' or location and dress up each coder for real 'in real-life', with an entire fashion line labelled "MACROHARD".
- Propagate curriculums that enable programmers to apply the 'art of programming' also as a means to 'consciously mine/evolve human virtues'.
- etc.
> Macrohard completes the puzzle!
Recall that there are three primary enterprises making up the 'Teardrops ecosystem', namely ulogs.org, steemgigs.org and macrohard.pro, each one removing 'barriers to entry' to various aspects of human life.
Macrohard will begin to 'gather the nations to code with swag', further empowering each human; further returning 'value' to humans.
It will also bear forth 'brother-programmers', fixing the rarity in the 'brother-programmers' industry. Eventually, it seeks to create a programming language/framework, that every(any)one can code in, adding a 'swag element' into the programming ecosystem. To top this, Macrohard will have a fashion label. Even literally, programmers can also begin to walk 'as humans' (not as gods or outer-spacers), 'with swag'.
Starting via 'a physical hub' is grand. This way, we can have solid impact globally, starting from close-knit core. As we grow 'a network of brother-programmers' internally, we can begin to emanate 'down-to-earth innovations' with more frequency and at lower costs. Then, as we continue to 'remove barriers to entry' from the 'world of programming', we can begin to implore others to build their noble dreams and assist them in their journey 'as brothers', that they can find more shine.
In these hubs, we will all be students of 'legit illiteracy', now empowered with knowledge from 'the books' and 'the no-books'. With our 'human' intact, many more noble dreams will emanate. Many more noble dreams will be incited.
This being said, the near-term aim is to 'setup a Macrohard physical hub in the Philippines'. Our initial target-audience will be IT-students from near-by colleges. They can visit the hub to hangout, do workshops, learn code etc. A key investment will go towards 'media-creation', enabling us to capture and document content in the form of 'code-stories, code-errors etc', highlighting 'coding' to the world as a 'very-human endeavor'.
In due time, we will begin to teach the 'art of coding with swag' to a growing populace of coders/non-coders in my location.
Eventually, when 'macrohard.pro' is developed, we will attain grander impact.
Here Are Some Other Things That We Will Do At The Macrohard Hub:
- Legit Illiteracy: (This an entire curriculum that participants in the hub will undertake. It is a school of study that instills 'real life' tenets.)
- Media: This is a key focus. Each day, we make sure to create 'fun' media, to be used for brand-awareness and 'world-adjusting impact'. This media will take the form of videos, podcasts, publications etc.
- Media for our TV(s): We will also create media for each of our TV(s), namely UloggersTV, UntalentedTV, TeardropsTV and MarliansTV.
- Steem activities: Participants will also engage in 'mining the human' activities, initiated on our various steem-based social-network platforms, like steemgigs.org, ulogs.org, marlians.com etc
- Un(dis)talented Reality Shows/Contests: We will evolve the '#untalented brand/movement' right from the hub, initiating small-scale 'reality shows/contests' (no gimmick, no rehearsals etc), until we begin to operate these activities on a grander scale, to a mainstream audience.
- Game-app: Develop the model for the uloggers game-app.
- Macrohard Fashion: We will evolve and propagate the Macrohard fashion-line starting from within this hub, enabling 'humans' to shine some more.
- etc.
Please Help Me 'Set Up A Physical Macrohard Hub/Office', Here In The Philippines!!!
I am asking help with all my heart.
Help me 'set up a physical Macrohard hub/office' here in the Philippines. This will cost some money and i need your support to raise this money.
As reiterated just earlier, the existence of a Macrohard hub can incite 'many beautiful things', for me and for the world at large. Besides, it will enable me begin to heal and love my dad better. Plus, 'my projects development' (i.e dream-building) can continue, without a halt.
In the hub, I can begin to have companions and people rendezvous, to cater to some of my workload (under my supervision) and my being can begin to find some 'overall rest'.
I really want to heal. My body is 60-years old. I still have a chance. So i pray.
I want to live and i want to live with a full-brain, a functional body and a bright mind.
Please help me!
May Jehovah help this cause.
How The Amount Raised Will Be Spent.
Desire funds: 6000 SBD/3500 USD
Please note, that even prior to raising the 'desired amount', the hub can begin 'even remotely', once i have accrued some money.
Starting with the purchase of a 'quality vlogging-camera and a modern CAM-enabled PC', I can start the office even virtually, proceeding with live-streams, video-interviews etc. Setting up a physical office however, is of pertinence, this is because, among other valuable reasons, 'my road to health-recovery' requires that i can gather with people physically. In the long term, the physical hub will stream in 'a revenue or income', which is very important for 'sustenance and shelter'.
Recall also that an important part of the hub is 'media'. Besides creating media for 'brand-awareness, project-growth, world-adjusting impact etc', in the long-term, these 'media' could create a revenue-stream, sustaining the enterprise.
As we complete 'the alpha-stage of development' for each of our primary projects, namely 'ulogs.org, steemgigs.org, macrohard.pro, marlians.com', we can begin to adjust the world, till 'humans' begin to shine again; 'in the image of the Creator Jehovah'.
Beautiful disruptions!
Surpassing google.
Now, here is a breakdown of how your donation will be used:
- 1500 SBD (1000 USD): Vlogging-Cam & a good CAM-enabled PC.
- 3000 SBD (1500 USD): 6-months of rent for a small-size office-space & utilities.
- 1500 SBD (1000 USD): Office-setup costs & marketing (to include furniture, fast internet, banners, microphones, a projector, props, a few desktop-PCs, Aircon, 'open-events with prizes', enterprise-cards, customized-accessories, 'workshops/events in near-by schools', AD-budget, UI-development etc.)
**This publication constitutes my ulogacy. That you have read it and listen to my undertone on its own, is grand.**
> My 'Thank You' is weighty.
Your boy Terry, whether bulls or bears.
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