Keeping your ethics in order isn't an easy task but when in order the universe will provide you better people to be around better situations and higher quality of life I've been homeless for the last 4 years and i manage to keep a phone active eat find places to sleep in peace i still mediate appreciate the gods goddesses and the universe and i continue to obey it's many laws i also manage to do for my kids see them and spend time with them as well i blame no one but myself i know this will all be over soon enough i just have to keep living to make it through the universe will provide me a way it always will