There is a lot hidden deep within us. Usually, we go about our days and don’t take time to explore.
The hidden parts, which are chronically unseen, are projected into the mirrors around us.
These are situations, and people, we encounter on a daily base. If we choose to ignore them, blame them, or victimize ourselves, instead of taking responsibility, we will create shadows.
And these shadows are truly amazing in kicking our asses! As if there is some shadow university where they get trained how to fuck up our life ;)
🌗 So now we know that everything around us is merely a translation of our vibration, we can take our own life into our own hands. How unexpected!
We can learn to deal with these shadows in a way that they feel seen. You know, everything which has become just wants to be. It is not after you to get you, to create chaos in your life, or to punish you. It just wants to be expressed. It is energy. Suppressed energy makes us ill, in the mind and the body. It looks for any way to escape the dark prison within you.
It wants to see the light.
It wants to move.
It wants to transform.
Energy never wants to just lay down on the floor like: “Hey I am doing nothing from now on, you go, live your life and forget about me.¨ This energy will do anything to get you to open some hatch so it can be free once again.
🌗 How to do this? How to deal with the energy of the shadows we don’t want to see, show or deal with?
How to release the demons without hurting others?
Because that is exactly what happens mostly. Someone always gets hurt if we neglect the unwanted.
There are many ways to work with them. For me, it happens spontaneously when I am ready to see.
A process of changes in me and sometimes around me, making decisions about what I want now from my life and deep Soul work always lead me to some practice where I can meet the shadow.
During such a practice I let the shadow emerge and express whatever it wants to and however it wants to express it Self. This is truly beautiful and one of my favorite things to do. Therefore I love my shadows.
All kinds of trauma were pilled in me, starting as an almost aborted child, fearing my dead in the womb. Unwanted, left, unloved, beaten, hated, criticized, never good enough, never beautiful enough...the usual. From there I became a vibrational match to more trauma.
All the pain was hidden deep in me, only to shake me up, to awaken me.
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I am truly grateful to these shadows for serving me in such a way that I was able to rise above my little victimized girl.
I've embraced them and found immense power deep within me. I love the shadows, I really do.
It is such a pleasure to work with them.
Life should be playful. It should be nice to us, we should enjoy every minute of it. But most of the times we choose to feel bad and neglect our inner Self.
🌗 So I want to share an example of the practice with the shadow I did a few days ago. I will be writing about it in the next post, if you are intetessted to read and learn how you might do something similar.
I promise you, it is so worth to do it, to invite your shadows to play with you. To give them space for expression.
Because, honestly, is there something or someone, who doesn’t long for exactly that?
To express themselves?
This is the reason we all come here. Every human, every animal, plant, bird, bacteria...everything has consciousness and everything knows exactly what it wants from life and it’s life becomes an expression of this deep longing. If we can allow ourselves to receive then everything and everyone thrives.
~Nika 🌗
