As always, I submit these so that if you Peakians can use the material - you should!
Oracle Reading
Wake up! You need to become open to God. You have to stop living on the surface of life and start to live by your intuition. There is something blocking you – having to do with your family of origin. You have developed bad habits to cover it up. You need to take the time to learn and gain knowledge about yourself. You must be open-minded. Your subconscious, which has these unresolved familial issues, is making your choices for you, so that you will delve deeply and find out what is really going on. As above, so below and as within, so without – your subconscious attracted this situation so that you would delve deeply into your psyche to find out the Truth and heal.
Auragraph:
You are in the arms of your Guardian, and yet she is cramped and shifted to the left, the receptive side. She does not fit well in your life. Her eyes are upturned to the heavens which means She is connected to the Creator but yours are looking to the right – manifestation meaning that you run your life without much thought of the spiritual realm, and it is all about results and looking good on the outside. You are praying more now than you have in the past but before you just prayed at night before bed and then during the day you just race through life on self will.
You must develop your Intuition and go to God for every decision as it says in the Oracle Reading. You do not have the ability to run your life – you must surrender!
You are naked and She is clothing you with her wings, but you are vulnerable were it not for your Guardian protecting you because you just don’t have the ability to protect yourself and you leave yourself open and vulnerable, as if you never learned that in childhood due to betrayal of trust.
You are exposed, but don’t know it. Your carry a black heart under your left arm. Your heart chakra is closed, your heart misplaced – you need to find it and open it so that your heart is in it’s rightful place – not like a bag you are carrying - but instead the center of your life – the part of you that cares and has compassion for others because it is healed. Your heart is the center where God speaks to you and guides you through - your intuition - Right now your heart is not activated. What you think is love – is other things – it is superficial. It might be a need to fill a whole which must be filled by God as a result of your healing this childhood trauma.
With your left hand you hold a snake which encircles your neck. Snakes mean you have Shadow Work to do because they they slither on the ground – base- and they shed their skin – Transformation. The snake’s tail is in a spiral over your navel chakra- which has to do with Family of origin, while your right hand lays on your lap over your reproductive system - manifestation in the area of your reproductive system. Again it is saying that if you just reproduce yourself outwardly in the world, you believe you will be ok - but life is not about that really .Man's world would have us believe it is but really life is about our relationship with God and others - how may I best serve Thee, thy will not mine be done. From that place we bring into our lives everything that we need because we are living by the Golden Rule, and Natural Law:
Law of Cause and Effect:
– “Effect invariably follows cause.”
– “For every action, there exists an equal and opposing reaction.”
Law of Attraction
– “The energy you emit is the energy you attract.”
– “Energy flows where attention goes.”
Law of Correspondence
– “As above, so below. As within, so without.”
Karmic Law or Moral Law:
– “You reap what you sow.”
Golden Rule:
– “Do not do to others as you would prefer not to have done onto you.”
– “As you think, feel, and act – so you shall be.”
If you live this way, by moral law - you will bring into your life that which you seek. If instead you live by society's values of narcissism, me me me, if it looks good it must be good, etc - then you bring in the opposite.
This is telling me that you had betrayal and violation during your childhood. You have to resolve that – and that is what is choosing your relationships for you because you have to do the work to uncover what is going on with you.
What is Shadow Work?
Everything is made of energy: Light. The earth, the sun, all sentient beings, all objects that are not sentient. When an object blocks the light, it creates a “Shadow”.
The lower the frequency of energy, the more “solid” it appears and the more solid creates a darker shadow when struck with light from the other side. Take a rock and a balloon – a rock creates a dark black shadow, while a balloon, which is transparent, creates a transparent shadow. The higher the frequency of the energy, there is either no shadow, or a more transparent shadow. Low frequency energy equals a solid which equals a solid dark shadow, when blasted with light from the opposite side.
The term Shadow Work is an allegorical statement regarding Light and “enlightenment” vs. Dark “shadows”; meaning that the egoic nature of low frequency actions which are simply repeated over and over, are stuck and never change because of unresolved ideas and issues that continue to play out over a long period of time, causing harm to the being who has the shadow and to other beings who are in relationship to it.
Shadow Work is the toil by which a conscious being investigates to bring the low frequency energy to high frequency to eliminate the Shadow and bring about a state of “enlightenment”.
Direction for Meditation and Prayer
The solution is that you let God be the Director of your life, then things will go much better for you, because you will always know what to do because you will be guided by a Power greater than you that has your best interest in mind for the Highest Good of all concerned.
A good place to start would be MEDITATION and PRAYER. Start with a few minutes of silent meditation in the morning and at night - and increase it as you can. You can count backward from 25 and try to see the numbers in your head- this will block other thoughts from coming in. The purpose
of meditation is to get out of the ego self and into the observer self so that you are no longer attached to ideas that you believe are real… and you can get into the silence - this does take practice. Yoga can
help with this as well. Breathing into your stuck points in your body while doing a stretch can help you find mental silence.
Prayer on the other hand is for throughout the day - and it requires practice to become a working part of your life - Asking at each point when you set out to do something - what is God's Will in this situation?
Pausing and waiting and then looking for the answer in signs or intuition, chance meetings or things that come from outside you to start with ... You can do this with minutia as well as big decisions. Practice at the grocery store when standing in front of the bread isle – there are so many choices - God, what kind of bread should I buy? and then pause and wait to see which bread seems right. It takes practice. The finite mind is not going to want to give up it's status as the ruler - so it might be confusing and frustrating but the more you practice the more it will become a working part of the mind...
Even making mistakes shows you are trying and you will get great rewards
from that -
Acknowledging these miracles - by writing them down - makes them more and more believable - not something to be brushed off as "coincidence" - or not even noticed -
In addition, during this "crisis" we are in - you could Pray for a simple way you could be helpful to others - and for the ability to let go of the results - you do not know what is best for others - but you
can be helpful to them in some way -
This will get you out of yourself and let the Higher Power have a chance to work out right action for you - so that you will know what to do when you need to know it…
Once you have established a routine of going to God and asking for help and seeing the miracles, then you must ask what the Shadow Work is and to bring you to a solution for it.
I am going to recommend a talisman for you – but of course if you want a different one, I will make you another – just let me know.
I surrender to God and I ask for His will in every decision I make by which I am led to the Truth
