It been almost a week since I got my hive account back and I don't know what to do with it anymore. Initially I was going to forfeit my account due to my inability to settle the loan I took off the account on time (it a bit complicated. I migrated to Europe; couldn't find a job, but that is in the past). Now, that all those issues have been resolved, I don't know how to move forward with Hive.
Creating content on Hive for monetary gain isn't worth my time anymore. I would rather spend my freetime relaxing (after a stressful week at work) or learning Dutch. Nevertheless, the earnings from my content can go into airdrop farming, while monies from my day job can be invested in tokens I have long-term plans of holding (that includes HBD). However, To achieve this I need to create 4-5 posts weeks. This might sound strange form someone who used to post everyday, but I don't think I can manage more than 2 post a week. There is obviously not much of a motivation to create. I thought when I start to make TikTok content I would repost some of them on 3speak, but I haven't had the push to do that either.
The second issue is deciding what to post. My wife isn't comfortable with me sharing bits of our life on the internet (even this post might get me into trouble). I have thought of creating an anonymous account for my antidotes but I have never made any concrete step towards that endeavor.
Away from creating content, I do want to give back or at least contribute to the hive network in a meaningful way. For instancing, running a Hive/HiveEngine/SpkNode. this keeps me connected to the Hive ecosystem, and maybe I would start to care about it as I once did. I am leaning towards this option because it is a more indirect way of contributing to the network without oversharing (my life)
In conclusion, it feels good being in a place where I don't need to write or earn on Hive. Nevertheless, I do have some sentimental attachment to the blockchain. I still want to be part of it in some way. Hopefully, I figure that out soon.