I received a message, not sure where it came from, something outside of me.
I've been angry and struggling... 2 people under my skin. They don't know each other, but what they have in common is my desire to control them.
The first one is very important to me he has played a key role in my life. The second I only recently met. We had a common goal.
I wondered why this silly girl was bothering me, this person I don't know... She is attention seeking, beautiful on the outside and ugly inside. Petty, jealous mean, not someone I would want to know.
I had a sudden knowing of how empty this person must feel to act the way she does... Attracted to meanness and petty, Why would I give it a second of time.
Then I quit fighting I wasn't sure why...
I realized she brought me a message for him. For me really, there is nothing there to be jealous of. I'll just be me.
I release them both, too bad they don't know each other.
One was on my side and other never was.
One will move on, one will likely stay.
Peace and letting go, thanks for the message... I needed it.
I release you
Goodbye