You are at a crossroads to choose between home; security; stability; the known; family and going out to make money or fear of financial insecurity and the desire to get rich quick.
The Auragraph: shows you kneeling sideways with the right manifestation side facing us, the right hand holding a heart which is hidden somewhat, and your left hand on your left leg, your Guardian behind you at your left receiving side, and a snake representing Shadow Work… the snake is base because it slithers on the ground, and it sheds it’s skin which represents Transformation which is why it represents the need for you to transform, shed your skin.
Kneeling represents a state of surrender. The shadow work has to do with your inability to give your heart fully and squarely facing forward. You are attempting to manifest through the right side but your left receptive side is blocked or weakened. You are not ready to step out into the world. You are unbalanced.
What is Shadow Work?
Everything is made of energy: Light. The earth, the sun, all sentient beings, all objects that are not sentient. When an object blocks the light, it creates a “Shadow”.
The lower the frequency of energy, the more “solid” it appears and the more solid creates a darker shadow when struck with light from the other side. Take a rock and a balloon – a rock creates a dark black shadow, while a balloon, which is transparent, creates a transparent shadow. The higher the frequency of the energy, there is either no shadow, or a more transparent shadow. Low frequency energy equals a solid which equals a solid dark shadow, when blasted with light from the opposite side.
The term Shadow Work is an allegorical statement regarding Light and “enlightenment” vs. Dark “shadows”; meaning that the egoic nature of the personality is of low frequency actions which are simply repeated over and over, and are stuck and never change because of unresolved ideas and issues that continue to play out over a long period of time, causing harm to the being who has the shadow and to other beings who are in relationship to it.
Shadow Work is the toil by which a conscious being investigates to bring the low frequency energy to higher frequency to eliminate the Shadow and bring about a state of “enlightenment”.
I recommend Prayer and Meditation, to discover what the exact nature of the Shadow is that is blocking you and what the solution is.
Direction for Meditation and Prayer
The solution is that you let God be the Director of your life, then things will go much better for you, because you will always know what to do because you will be guided by a Power greater than you that has your best interest in mind for the Highest Good of all concerned.
A good place to start would be MEDITATION and PRAYER. Start with a few minutes of silent meditation in the morning and at night - and increase it as you can. You can count backward from 25 and try to see the numbers in your head- this will block other thoughts from coming in. The purpose
of meditation is to get out of the ego self and into the observer self so that you are no longer attached to ideas that you believe are real… and you can get into the silence - this does take practice. Yoga can
help with this as well. Breathing into your stuck points in your body while doing a stretch can help you find mental silence.
Prayer on the other hand is for throughout the day - and it requires practice to become a working part of your life - Asking at each point when you set out to do something - what is God's Will in this situation?
Pausing and waiting and then looking for the answer in signs or intuition, chance meetings or things that come from outside you to start with ... You can do this with minutia as well as big decisions. Practice at the grocery store when standing in front of the bread isle – there are so many choices - God, what kind of bread should I buy? and then pause and wait to see which bread seems right. It takes practice. The finite mind is not going to want to give up it's status as the ruler - so it might be confusing and frustrating but the more you practice the more it will become a working part of the mind...
Even making mistakes shows you are trying and you will get great rewards
from that -
Acknowledging these miracles - by writing them down - makes them more and more believable - not something to be brushed off as "coincidence" - or not even noticed -
In addition, during this "crisis" we are in - you could Pray for a simple way you could be helpful to others - and for the ability to let go of the results - you do not know what is best for others - but you
can be helpful to them in some way -
This will get you out of yourself and let the Higher Power have a chance to work out the right decision for you - so that you will know what to do when you need to know it...
I am going to recommend the talisman “Divine Mind shows me all that I need to know.”