I have done 75 of these Auragraphs since January and it is time to review what is working and what is not. I have received a lot of positive feedback from you guys, especially @naturalmedicine, but as for the people I have been doing them for, I have received only a few donations and maybe only about a third of the people have given me feedback.
I hope to build a practice of doing this - and to receive enough money in donations to live on. I feel this is my calling. So I am in a learning curve right now trying to follow the edicts of my Higher Self.
Obviously I am going to have to use sugar to sweeten my readings though - but that is not really a surprise.
Yesterday, my friend gave me feedback on this reading -
Here is what she said: "
I was up until 2am reading the autograph. It was both painful, true and insightful.I have been working through the issues that caused the conflict in the situation I mentioned. Healing inner wounds etc. But last night I took it to another level, my whole body become chilled as I realized and cleared stuff. You are right as we move forward toward our dreams, all the stuff that was in the way shows up. I have cleared a lot. This was one more layer.To be honest, 99% of the time I am super focused on the vision of wisdom village, filling in all the details. I am fully confident in myself and it's role as part of the greater good. The reading came in one of my "off moments" I appreciate your wisdom, teachings and insight so much. I also think it's remarkable that both sigils are the same!(No coincidence) How do you want to proceed with the autographs and talisman? Would you like any feedback?"
YES PLEASE
Well. I found a lot of the information Interesting.
But also made me a bit defensive. Perhaps it could be presented in a more "empowering" way?
The tone could be misunderstood as condescending. I know that is not your intension.
One way I have seen reading a dine is to continually remind the person of their divinity and connection to God. And this human experience or temporary diffulity will resolve and it is here for their best and highest good.
Presenting ideas in this way, makes things more palatable. I felt such a urge to defend myself. I do yoga! I do mediate! All these things wrong with me. Omg! Lol😅😅😅
I know your intension is good and pure and you want to help people and bring them into alliignment with themselves and God. That totally shines through!
of course this is all on text, so I can't really process it so I asked her to meet me next week to discuss it. I will bring my laptop and go through the reading with her.
She said Totally. We can work together to make it clear, meaniful and impactful.
(Not to say it isn't now.. 👍)
For some reason. This is bringing me a bit of joy ...i haven't felt in a long time. God's work!
I asked her if it was accurate:
Good morning. I would say "yes and no" I think it showed that I needed to do some inner work because of the situation I faced at work. Of course I attracted it.
But it was just a "snapshot" not the overall ME.
Yesterday I can't even describe the amazing joy and excitement I felt. For no reason than a connection to God. Like I was saying, that is my "normal" I am usually confident and connected. I think that got missed!
I did the drawing a while ago, so either it is inaccurate or she is missing what I saw.The reading caught her at a vulnerable time when she was having trouble at work - so she took it to mean that it was about that trouble
At the moment, yes, my mind struggled to understand the situation. My part in it and standing up for myself.
But overall, again, not a typical situation.
I definitely am using more masculine energy! Active state of being! Organized and creating systems. Trying to balance both the masculine and feminine!
I don't necessarily seek freedom. I feel I have that. I seek to be "a creator" know how to manifest and bring ideas into reality constantly. Agency is what I seek.
This is a problem - because I am looking at everyone from the standpoint of what I see -that we are coming under tyranny of the state and she is a democrat, most likely and thinks she is free
Some of the text discourages that. I don't necessarily want to "ask God about what to buy at the store" I want to make my own decisions.
This is another problem - when people see God as separate from them - they want to "make their own decisions" then - here we are - you all have made your own decisions and you believe "God" is some lofty character outside of you that you call upon when you are having an orgasm or when you are desperate or right before death - and the rest of the time, you want the reins - good luck with that - we are in tyranny over this kind of selfish ideaology and let me just be clear - God is your inner conscience - God is YOU making your decisions - however your decisions are then subject to NOT CAUSING HARM to others - otherwise it is your lowly human get if for yourself will or God's will - which is it going to be? and then you can't wonder "why don't things work out for me?" Well if you were consistent in following God's will in all your affairs and walking in adherence to spiritual principles which are governing us - then you would not be asking that question - you would be attracting effortlessly all that you need and require and the world would be FREE
I am still pondering the heart balloon. Do I hide my true heart? I don't know? I hope not. I like to think of myself as genuine.
Maybe it's inaccurate, I don't know. I don't know her that well. I do know that I always have spiritual work to do. I am far from "perfecto" and maybe the rest of the new agers believe they are "there" - and don't need to do work? The idea to me is - if As Within, So Without - and we are seeing what we are seeing out there, then I have work to do upon myself - but the system has done a good job of alienating people and getting them to believe that we have nothing to do with what is happening in the world - and that's what she thinks - that she's fine - and the world is fucked...
I do struggle with balancing love and power. I think that might be more accurate. Sometimes when power (the desire for self realization) is too strong, I feel disconnected from people.
Overall I need to work on balancing love and power. Masculine and femine for sure!
And yes, I think I could abostley ask for help from guides more. I don't use their assistance as much as I could. (That came in another reading as well)
i didn't quite understand the dove??
We will go over that face to face at lunch on Wednesday.
For sure working on self love and respect. ALWAYS! That was my antidote when ideas doing my self healing work, I mentioned.
The talisman. 100% spot on!"
If the Talisman was spot-on then I don't see how the rest of the reading was not spot on- but we will get together on Wednesday to discuss it and I will likely post about that.