if you live life. you will feel pain. allot of pain. when you die you will feel pain. even a bullet to the head. you'll still feel it. iv lived long enough to know pain. and felt enough pain to want to die. if your considering scuicide, please know its not painless. since the day we were born we now have no choice but to undergo pain. both physical and mental. it can't be avoided. so strap in for the ride. its gonna be a rough one