I dont know why until now my heart keeps on hoping that we can still be back together infact that he is now woth someone else. Its been 4 months and yet I was still hurt and it gives me shit. Loving him was the happiest and the easiest thing but it was the hardest thing to let go and be part of my past. I thought he is the one whom I can lean on but shit happens. I dont want to see him with that girl because I know it can kill my again and again.