as the sun shines
as neon glows
as my eyes open
as my thinking matures
as my heart beats
I stand lost in thought
this fight I fought
was it just
or was it lust?
what I feel, where does it originate
the eyes or heart
what I call love
hope it's not lust .
her brown eyes they reflect the true me
the words she speak brings comfort
it wipes tears it brings joy
as she comes around my body reacts
like metals react with water to give out hydroxides and hydrogen gas
my hands tends to move towards her like it's controlled by magic
I try to speak but my voice ran
I tried to think but my brain blanked
all I could see was her shining like an angel
her first touch brought back memories
memories I thought were lost
books I read, oh my at her presence there is no question I can't answer
I just hope it's love cos I can't Leave with another heart break
the last one left a tumor and got me visiting the hospital
do I love or do I lust
an unsolved question left by my heart
Am currently drifting apart I dunno if I lust or I love her, she's not as endowed as all the girls I ever lusted upon, but a strange feeling envelops me when ever she's around I always want to make her smile yet attimes dirty imaginations run through my mind.
I am lost in a world of my own
It's all about her, I close my eyes I see her, hear her voice in my ears. What's happening to me am I in love or in lust
#uloggers help me am broken