Today I took two dogs out, the cool weather is characterized by the autumn of Hanoi made me a little sad. I remember the old memories ... from my early days in Hanoi.
I was born in a small village, in a province about 80km from Hanoi. Therefore, after high school graduation, I have to go to Hanoi for college. I studied law, bachelor of law but has been out of school for 2 years already. After graduation, I do a job that has nothing to do with the law.
Whenever surfing newsfeed facebook look at friends wearing corporate suits look to be professional. Meanwhile, I always wear pajamas, T-shirts, shorts, sneakers to go everywhere. Friends are learning masters, lawyers, judges ... I'm at home writing articles, take care of dogs, cook, make the cake. Looks like there is something wrong...
I am at home as a freelancer. Previously, I also thought that I would pursue the law. Year 3 also went to practice law office, sometimes dreamed of becoming a good lawyer ... But after all, I left the law profession...
If I choose to do it again, maybe I will not go to college, I will learn to cook and make the cake. However, I just realized that my passion is 2 years ago before I was the only one who boiled eggs only! So after all, If the time has come back, I still study law or any specialization without having to cook or make cake-like now.
After all, to find out what I like, my passion.... is not simple at all ... to go through a lot of mistakes to recognize. Fortunately not too late and I can still pursue my passion in the present.
Sometimes I also think negatively, when the mood goes down, I see my friend is the officials, I was sad and a little hollow. But then I knew that the thought was silly, everyone had their own life with their own choices, as long as they were happy with that choice. Right?
At present, my life is okay, but everything in front of me is still quite vague. What do I like? I like to cook, I can answer right away. But how to make money from that passion, I have no answer. I still have to do other jobs to serve my passion.
Last night, when I join a cooking group, a 24-year-old friend showing off her fortune was an ultra-fine kitchen. I'm curious about her timeline and know that she can get rich from making the cake. She sells cake, then teaches to make the cake ... I admire so much! But I'm not confident enough to do that, I still feel so amateur...
What do I think is my final orientation? A person hired a writer or a baker who cooks for fun? That is not what I want ... I must be a specialist in a certain field!
I think I need to work harder and try harder!
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