I have not done a post in over a week. I have been going through a couple of issues here. lol
How about a little recap
I am doing better than can be expected. Don’t get me wrong. This was my 2nd kemo and it is kicking my arse. But overall the blood tests are really good and a positive point. After cycle 3 we will do all the scans for a better way to tell how much improvements have been made if any. I am looking forward to this.
Like I said I am in the 2nd cycle and the kemo has been completed so I have 2 weeks to recover before we move to week 3. Every Tuesday I have to go in and get tests done to check that things are ok. So it’s not like 2 weeks see you later.
I don’t know how to thank all of you. You have given me the strength to handle the worst information a person can get. The mental part of this is hard. Your support,prayers, words and just being there made a difference that I would not have gotten through without
Today my oldest son flew in and he will be here for awhile. The whole family is here now. Immediate family. It’s very nice on one hand and a little creepy on the other. I didn’t die yet. Just a thought that went through my head earlier.
I am glad that they are here. We get to just sit and talk. It is also really good for the wife. It gives her an outlet. Besides just hovering over me. It is nice to see some smiling and laughing around here. The gloom and doom can start to take on a life of its own if you let it. Smiling and the laughs will keep it all under control .
Every day and all day long there is nothing but cancer. Everything evolves around it. Somehow we have to get out of this . As time goes on and things get better it will change of course. But in the meantime what does one do. This must come into play with everyone in this kind of situation. It’s a terrible thing and one you would think that we master already. Maybe we’re not as bright as we think.
We will discuss the future and how we will or what we will do. Things will change because what I hold important has changed. More so the material things then anything else.
This was supposed to be a short note. I think I went a little deep if you could follow the vagueness of it. Most of all I just wanted to say thank you and all my best wishes to you.