I'm upside down. My body, my spiritual body, my mind. I'm shaking. I say goodbye to my flying parts, I watch the rest of my pieces connect with balance and harmony. There are still black holes, where they should be. I'm upside down as I meet my point of view, my judgment, what I understand, all of them one by one.
I observe the effects as I turn myself down. I can see that my change affects the whole world wave by wave. I realize that I don't know anything, I don't have to know, the rhythm of music connects me to life with dance. I'm watching the effects of my changing energy.
I have shells in front of my weaknesses. My wounds are crusted, hidden under the shells. They'il bleed. In the inflated areas, like all the ridiculous aspects I show to the universe. How healthy it looks, but the inside is rotten, very sick.
It's poisoning my whole body. He thins like chemo, thinks he's healing, sneaking forward. The places where my own game should be kept are obvious. There's something wrong with what I've been taught. These lies are my purpose. And I've got sides that stand in my own way.
Meaninglessly, reluctantly, just standing there. They're not dead, they just gave up, they're 80 percent of my soul. They're just standing as if they've just described the stop. And finally, gaps from my body. I can't keep it, I can't stand it, it doesn't stop, I can't handle it. I call them life. I keep trying to catch a tail like a cat trying to catch it. They're trying to find meaning from everywhere, from everything.
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