It is overcast now, I think I can sleep this afternoon because it is not that hot, I can sleep in a toasty weather anyway, but the factor here is the relatively light traffic, less noise going to my ears although most of the noise comes from inside the house when my sister's kids chases each other and yells when they play, they still have a toddler and soon before I know it she is already a teenager.
Times rolls so fast that we are just staying here for less then or an average of 72 years or so. A third of our time is just spent on sleeping and a big chink on traveling to and from our school, work, etc.
So we just have to make most of our time. I myself is really using my time to get as productive and as useful as I can for my short future. I do not have much time left and unfortunately I am also not enjoying my short stay. I am just enjoying the love from my parents and making most out of their care. My only prayer is that I would go die before them because surely things will get difficult for me if otherwise, there is nothing like the love of parents.
)My prayer is that I would be more financially capable of being on my own, just hiring somebody to assist me, like a nanny but that for now is not yet possible because I am not yet financially stable because of the big expense that I have to manage.
Sometimes I feel that I wanted to sleep and never wake up because I never had a chance to get better in this lifetime. I could have achieved more but that is too late because time is not always on my side any longer. Whta I just do is to use all my remaining time in fruitful ways and enjoy it with my loved ones.