I only have five tablets of my Cinacalcet, I am just taking it once per day because it is just causing me a severe nausea if I take it the prescribed twice a day dose. But that dosage makes my pains diminish with my joints and bones but I am taking it once a day nonetheless because I am just barely earning money and I would dry-up my saved funds if I do what the doctor had said.
I am just worried that I would return to the condition that I was before I went into this drug therapy. What is just painful was it doesn't cure me completely at all, it just slows down the progression of my bone degeneration.
Not to mention the appetiteloss that I was always complaining about cause by this drug of mine. It is too much to bear and it makes my life miserable in that regard. I should have been enjoying my meals even though they are simple but no type of food really gives me the excitement because I am always feeling the nausea caused by Cinacalcet.
So that is just that, I am not getting any better but slowly just creeping to terrible future on my body's self-destruction like a candle getting consumed by its own fire. I guess that I just have to be more braver than I am are right now and face the music that there is much of a possibility that all my plans will not get some reality and that I am just having a false hope. I just am praying to God to never let me experience more burdens in and to my body because it is all too much to bear a long time agaio already.