This time last year I wrote in my journal "fuck these little cuts. I AM THE GODDESS." When I read it a few days ago I laughed hard and long. The sense of wriggling out of a pouter costume to ta-da as a silly toddler is one I can do any moment of any day and is so relieving!
Raving about realizations on waking! So often I am aware of downloads completing in the night. Yesterday I put up blackout curtains and this morning I rose to the total understanding that my desire for a career is only and has always been only a desire for approval. Oh! Thank you, Byron Katie! It is now so obvious that I can't imagine how I didn't see it before. How wonderful to be free!
Last night it rained. The delicious droplets seeping low among the roots. Summer is nearly over and yet it does not feel disappointing or too soon. I am ready for change! Ready to add serious writing to my habit of daily rave writing! Ready to spend more time plugged in and less adrift in hammock time. Lets go!
